He spread is arms a little further, like was spreading his wings. He lifted his face to the sky and whispered ‘thank you’. Then, without hesitating, he relaxed and let his body – this awefull body, he would be finally released of all this self hate – fall forward. One moment he felt like he could fly, like his arms were his wings and they would carry him home.
Then gravity got grip on his body and he fell down, but he wasn’t scared. He felt the wind around his body, trying to lift him up. But it didn’t matter, his body was getting closer to the ground. Josh closed his eyes and just when he felt God’s hand catching him when he touched the ground, he saw the face of his best friend.
And in that moment, he felt so much love for him, Josh finally understood why God died.
Then, at 2.13 pm on Sunday, March the 21st, Joshua William Dun died.