I did not realize just how triggering psychosis was as a subject and am starting to think (based on the episode I had all night yesterday, from literally dusk until dawn) that the medical neglect I faced during that time period may legitimately have retraumatized me. Anyway. Now I'm feeling burned up still (': Guess I will be slowing down and make sure to stay off from other potentially triggering things (which sucks I love feeling on edge it validates my traumatized brain on how it thinks the world works (this is a joke) (but only kind of lol)) (Also wow, me venting? In public? A big change indeed. This feels like posting a nude (that most people will probably gloss over if I'm lucky) I'm not sure how to feel)
[ bericht aangepast op 18 juli 2025 - 20:08 ]
"I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe."