broken down
Maybe, I want to say more than this, but I often have the feeling that I should shut the fuck up because... I don't even know anymore, I think it's because I can make mistakes and be misunderstood, and maybe no one cares and maybe people will be interested in me when I just sit back somewhere and be quiet. That's one of the reasons I like to be mysterious. I like to play this part.
dont wanna think about using proper english and interpunction and using capital letters
Somebody, please just talk to me or something. Or don't. Or whatever. I don't even know what I want. I'm going to discover. It all just doesn't make sense and I want to have something to look forward to. Something like a goal, maybe, maybe a life goal. It all feels too pointless now.
I want to be free, but I can't. I try as hard as I can, but my humanity doesn't want to let me go.
Let's go outside and all join hands, but until then you'll never understand…