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    Oh, hallo daar!
    Welkom in mijn layout shop!


    Het is alweer een tijdje terug sinds ik laatst zo'n soort topic heb beheerd, maar aangezien ik de laatste tijd belachelijk veel layouts heb gecreëerd, leek het me een poging waard. Ik maak layouts voor profielen, roleplay personages en stories. Vraag gerust aan, maar lees wel eerst de gebruiksaanwijzingen!
    MINIMALISM      IS      DEAD!!
    LONG LIVE TACKY EXTRAVAGANCE!!

    WAT IK NODIG HEB VAN JOU:
    Nu zijn mijn layouts gratis, maar ik heb wel een richting nodig om te weten waar je naar op zoek bent. Het invullen van het onderstaande kan me daar hopelijk mee helpen.

    STORY LAYOUTS
    Vul het lijstje onder de spoiler in en comment dat.
    x      Wat is de titel van je verhaal, en moet die erop?
    x      Welk genre is je verhaal?
    x      Wat is de flaptekst die je erop wilt?
    x      Als je flaptekst kort en out of context is, waar gaat je verhaal over? (Zodat ik dit mogelijk kan verwerken in de sfeer)
    x      Is er nog overige tekst die erop moet? (Quotes, waarschuwingen, etc.)
    x      Wat voor sfeer wil je graag?
    x      Zijn er plaatjes die er persé op moeten? (Zoals bijvoorbeeld een cover)
    x      Zo niet, wat voor plaatjes zou je graag willen?
    x      Hoe extravagant moet de layout zijn? (Simpel, gemiddeld, of extreem?)


    CHARACTER FILE LAYOUTS
    Vul het lijstje onder de spoiler in en comment dat. (Also ik houd van je)
    x      Geef me het lijstje dat je gemaakt hebt met alle tekst erin. (Naam, leeftijd, persoonlijkheid, etc.) Ik kan dit niet voor je schrijven, ik kan het alleen ordenen.
    x      Heb je een faceclaim? Zo ja, wie? (Als je alleen een paar plaatjes hebt zonder naam, kun je deze ook bijvoegen)
    x      Wat zijn quotes die ik bij zou kunnen voegen? (Als je niks specifieks hebt, kun je me een algemene richting geven)
    x      Wat voor kleurenschema wil je?
    x      Wat voor sfeer/aesthetic moet ik gebruiken?
    x      Zijn er specifieke plaatjes die erin moeten?
    x      Hoe extravagant moet de layout zijn? (Simpel, gemiddeld, of extreem?) (Hoe langer je file, hoe extravaganter ik de layout kan maken)


    PROFILE LAYOUTS
    Vul het lijstje onder de spoiler in en comment dat.
    x      Wat zijn een aantal thema's die je graag op je profiel zou hebben?
    x      Wat is tekst die je er graag op zou hebben? (Zoals bijv. een introductie of quotes)
    x      Zijn er specifieke plaatjes die je erop zou willen hebben?
    x      Zo nee, wat voor sfeer wil je graag?
    x      Hoe extravagant moet de layout zijn? (Simpel, gemiddeld, of extreem?) (Hoe meer tekst ik heb, hoe extravaganter ik je profiel kan maken)

    LONG LIVE BAD TASTE!!



    VOORBEELDEN VAN MIJN LAYOUTS:
    [Onder de spoiler.]

    STORY LAYOUTS
    Deze layouts passen over het algemeen beter in stories zelf (vanwege de breedte die daar anders is dan op het forum), dus hier is een link naar mijn story layouts: Klik.


    CHARACTER FILE LAYOUTS
    WAARSCHUWING: Lees de volledige files maar niet grondig door, de meeste personages die ik zelf maak bevatten mogelijk triggerende informatie (en zijn relatief persoonlijk). Het gaat puur om de layout.

    Doll Little


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    DOLL LITTLE DISTRICT 9 17 YEARS OLD


    NAME:

    FIRST NAME:
    LAST NAME:
    NICKNAMES:
    Doll
    Little
    The Real Life Doll


    [word name]
    [word name]
    Capitol nickname
    Doll is the owner of a rather odd sounding name, and thus it is generally assumed to be a nickname of some sort. People have often asked them whether their full name is Dorothy, Dorcas, Dolly, or anything in that direction, but the answer to that would be no. Their legal caretaker never quite viewed Doll as human enough for a normal sounding name. Doll doesn't know if they have an opinion on this, though they could accept Dorcas to be used as their name instead by close friends, as a sign of affection, in the sense of assurance that they're perceived as equal to them.


    AGE:
    AGE:
    Gemini Sun

    17 years old
    Capricorn Rising

    June 12
    Scorpio Moon
    Doll tends to feel much younger than they are, yet they come off as very mature for their age. Both of these are results of severe childhood trauma. Doll likes astrology and at times is better at remembering their signs than their actual age.

    GENDER:
    Doll doesn't feel truly comfortable in any typical gender role, nor do they feel as though they have a gender. They kind of accept all possible pronouns, though they use they/them for themself, and are usually referred to with she/her. They are assigned female at birth and generally forced to present very femininely.


    SEXUALITY:
    Doll has never thought about specific labels and until recently thought they weren't actually capable of attraction - not perceiving themself as human enough for such. They have now, however, settled on the idea that they can experience attraction to any gender, with a preference for feminity. The labels "asexual panromantic" would be most fitting, though the closest word Doll knows is "lesbian".
























    I THINK I AM A LITTLE BIT IN LOVE WITH YOU


    ♥ I AM A DISGUSTING GIRL ♥



    PERSONALITY:
    MBTI PERSONALITY TYPE: INFP -T







    POSITIVE TRAITS:
    Intelligent
    Imaginative
    Cunning
    Analytical
    Charming
    Empathic
    Perceptive







    NEGATIVE TRAITS:
    Anxious
    Detached
    Cynical
    People-pleasing
    Meek
    Manipulative
    Disorganized
















    Doll is an... Interesting person, if you are a psychiatrist. It is a bit difficult to say who they are exactly (and they probably don't really know themself), for they tend to present themself in the way that they believe is most desired. Masks upon masks upon masks, usually obedient and quiet, only speaking when spoken to and apologizing often - though they can also be talkative and witty if that seems to be the required attitude. Doll is... Observing. They tend to very carefully analyze what the people around them want and then give them such. They are anxious and distrusting, expecting punishment from any little thing they'd do. Most of the time, Doll is so stuck on surviving that they are detached from everything around them, causing them to feel very muted emotions and not build any relationships with those around them. This perpetual dissociation often makes Doll feel like they may not have a personality at all. Their self esteem is low and they may struggle making independent decisions due to the fear of angering others. Doll themself is usually angry, too. They are often angry and feel very out of control in their life - this feeling is, of course, perpetuated by their difficulty ignoring other people's opinions, because in Doll's eyes, these opinions are genuine threats. Whenever Doll would be a bit more honest around others, this will show in cynicism and dark humor. Doll can be rather funny in this way even if their humor is rather bitter and a tad morbid. Doll is intelligent whenever they have room to think and great at deduction. They are sneaky and never take a direct approach to things, even when it seems like they do, their actions are polished and sugarcoated.
    - - - - - - - - - WHAT IF NONE OF THIS IS REAL? - - - - - - - - -

    ‘It’s beautiful,’ Doll says, and that’s true. The master’s dress is beautiful, and Rose’s hairstyle is beautiful, and Doll is a thing of white cloth and stuffing. No one would say that the body of a doll before it is finished is beautiful.

    - - - - - - - - - WHAT IF I'M LOSING MY MIND? - - - - - - - - -



    PAST:
    TRIGGER WARNING:
    Abuse, torture, brainwashing, sex trafficking

    Doll's past is not much like that of most other people in District 9. They were adopted as a baby by a dollmaker and cult leader, Hansen Little. He was rich, but not particularly a caretaker one might wish to have. He lives in a house where he (and his cult) raise children to be human dolls - obedient, pretty, and mindless, most likely for sex trafficking at some point, though Doll isn't too sure on this (they don't quite want to know either once they realize just how much is wrong with their upbringing). Doll was exposed to severe abuse very early in the name of discipline and brainwashing, which could include being locked up in cupboards, starvation, sleep deprivation, and actual waterboarding. Usually these treatments were as punishments, and often over minor mistakes or things their abusers didn't like - though there were also instances where there was no reason at all. Doll learned to do only as told without protest or anything that could be perceived as impolite or unwanted. There is not much I can specify on this. Doll didn't form any close relationships with anyone aside from their few nannies nor did they have much space to develop themself as a person. They sometimes went to school, but never befriended anyone, and were left mostly alone by others as well. Doll was allowed to read and learn things that wouldn't inconvenience the cult, so they spent most of their free time alone with that, though they don't have much of it.

    DON'T LISTEN TO A WORD I SAY

    APPEARANCE:
    Doll is about 166 cm/5'6" ft tall and of petite frame. They are somewhat underweight, but likely not as much as others in their district. Doll is extremely pale due to never coming outside and has visible eyebags that never seem to truly fade. They have large brown eyes that tend to be either empty or frightened, a small nose, somewhat plump lips, and the vaguest hints of freckles spread across their cheeks. Doll's hair is brown, wavy, and reaches to about their mid-back. Whenever they go to sleep it is braided, otherwise, the hairstyle depends on Doll's nanny. Doll cuts it off during their stay in the Capitol during a mental breakdown, their stylists fix it and turn it into a shaggy wolfcut that reaches Doll's shoulders. Doll is made to wear traditionally feminine, doll like clothing, mostly containing dresses with stockings.
    During their stay at the Capitol, Doll takes a liking to denim jeans and white shirts.
















    IT'S SO COLD, ALL THE TIME

    They stare. Everything feels unreal. They feel like they are floating. Like everything else, the toilet, the sink, might detach from the floor and start floating too. Like the ceiling might be shrinking in on itself, the room becoming smaller, until the walls can’t bear the strain and detach from the floor, and everything might start floating, attached to nothing. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
    FAMILY:
    Hansen Little / The Master / The Dollmaker [47] | Caretaker
    Doll never addresses Hansen Little with his real name. It is usually "sir", "the master", and very few times, "the dollmaker". They aren't very close to him. He is, legally, their caretaker, but in practice, he barely spends time with any of the children he has adopted. Instead, he remains in his quarters, where Doll is not allowed to come without an invitation from the master himself. Doll doesn't know the man very well - they know nothing of his youth or any such thing, and only truly know him as a superior who can hurt them very badly if they aren't careful. Doll doesn't hate the master, though - which is probably Stockholm syndrome more than anything else, but that's besides the point.

    ♥ I AM A HORRIBLE DAUGHTER ♥

    Rose [29] | Nanny
    Rose is currently Doll's nanny. Rose is a pretty woman, delicate, in her late twenties. She has soft brown eyes, light brown hair, pulled back but with wisps framing her face, and a smile that is too small and too permanent to be kind. Doll is as terrified of her as anyone else in the house, but they're grateful for her for she is much kinder than previous nannies they've had.


    ♥ I AM BROKEN PORCELAIN ♥
    ALLIES:
    Doll is in an alliance initiated by Michael Cady, the male tribute of District 6, based purely on the fact that the only tributes he remembered were all from district numbers in the table of three.

    -      VICI CARTWRIGHT [D3, 16 Y/O]
    -      LUMEN CARTWRIGHT [D3, 12 Y/O]
    -      MICHAEL CADY [D6, 17 Y/O]
    -      BELLFLOWER COLEMAN [D12, 15 Y/O]
    -      JACKDAW WEBB [D12, 17 Y/O]


    - - - - - - - - - I CANNOT AFFORD TO SCREAM - - - - - - - - -




    SKILLS:
    Now, I think it is no surprise to anyone that Doll never got to train with weapons or anything that could help them in physical combat. Technically, they didn't even have the space to learn how to make fire or even put on their own clothes. All of this combined makes for rather easy prey. Yet, Doll does have some skills that helps them in the arena.

    -      PLANTS:
    Books about plants were never forbidden to read. Doll was at some point allowed to do so freely, without asking, and thus they know quite a bit about edible and poisonous plants - and their symbolic meanings. They could likely recognize them in the wild.
    -      SECRET CODE / DECIPHERING:
    When every aspect of your life is controlled, hiding parts of it from your caretakers is tempting. Doll is great at languages, including code, and translating them. They have been doing so ever since they were introduced to the concept.
    -      DEDUCTION:
    As mentioned before, Doll is good at analyzing and deducting things. Though they never had the opportunity to learn official terms, both psychoanalysis and deduction in the sense of "whodunnit" is both fun and relatively easy to them.
    -      HIDING:
    When your caretakers are dangerous, you learn how to be very quiet and still while hiding from them.
    -      CONSTITUTION:
    Doll has a rather high pain tolerance due to the abuse they endured all their life. They might be able to take torture longer than usual.
    -      INTELLIGENCE:
    Doll may not be very physically capable, they are incredibly smart. It would depend a bit on their resources how well this shows, but if they are in a position where they dare to take initiative, it could mean that they are good at designing traps, for example.
    -      CHARM:
    This has also been said before, but Doll is both attractive and polite, and they're also rather good at being what is most desired of them, which tends to make people listen to them more than they might to the average person.
    - - - - - - - - - I CANNOT AFFORD TO CRY - - - - - - - - -

    MENTAL HEALTH:
    If ever sent to a psychiatrist, Doll would likely be diagnosed with C-PTSD (complex post traumatic stress disorder), OSDD-3 (other specified dissociative disorder type 3), autism, ADD, chronic depression, and a social anxiety disorder.


    EXTRA:
    -      FEARS:
    Failure, punishment, adults, water (because of waterboarding - this mostly shows itself in a fear for showering), medical treatments, abandonment, close relationships, being treated respectfully (because they are afraid to disappoint).
    -      INTERESTS:
    Language, story telling, music (they can sing rather well), psychology (once introduced to the concept).

    I DIDN'T KNOW THAT YOU KILLED ME AT FIRST




    Mallory Todd





    Horror
    17 years old | Chaotic Evil
    I AM NOT HUMAN

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    Name
    FIRST NAME:
    LAST NAME:
    NICKNAMES:
    ALIAS (1):
    ALIAS (2):
    Mallory
    Todd
    Mal
    Horror
    Nannie Philips
    Unhappy / Unlucky
    Fox
    Bad
    An intense feeling of fear
    "God favored me"
    Horror rarely, if ever, uses her real name unless necessary. She's much more comfortable introducing herself with an alias, so that's how we'll be addressing her here.


    Age
    AGE:
    GEMINI SUN
    17 years old
    Capricorn Rising
    June 12
    Scorpio Moon
    Horror doesn't really connect with her age very much. If the person she's speaking to is dumb enough to believe her, she might claim to have no age at all.

    ``May the worms eat your eyes out before you reach the mouth of Hell.``


    Gender
    Horror is agender, meaning that she has no gender, but is alright with any pronouns. For simplicity, we'll be using she/her in this, but any pronouns are allowed.


    Sexuality
    Horror is asexual and aromantic, meaning that she experiences no sexual or romantic attraction to anyone at all. She's sex-repulsed, too. She thinks that the idea of sex is laughable and mildly disgusting.

    ``I'll gut you in front of my kingdom.``


    A R S O N


    M U R D E R

    I'LL SMILE TO SHOW YOU MY TEETH


    Personality
    [ YANGIRE × TSUNDERE × YANDERE ]
    Positive traits:
    💉 Intelligent
    🔪 Imaginative
    💀 Cunning
    🔨 Likes learning
    💉 Has a strong sense of justice
    🔪 Funny
    💀 Protective
    Negative traits:
    💉 Irritable
    🔪 Manipulative
    💀 Cruel
    🔨 Aggressive
    💉 Spiteful
    🔪 Obsessive
    💀 Impulsive

    ``Intimidating others by just texting as myself is so fucking funny.``


          It is unlikely that you'll meet Horror as her "true self" when first interacting with her - and you should be glad about that. Horror can be a genuinely likable person, but prefers not to be, just to spite social expectations and humanity in general. Reputations and intentions aside, Horror is a clever person. She is perceptive and good at reading other people, even if her cynicism may meddle with her analyses. She has a large vocabulary and is a good debater, unafraid of conflict and sharp as she is. Horror can be philosophical and a bit pretentious – though admittedly, she truly is creative and above-average intelligent.
    Upon meeting her, she'll come off as a bit inhibited and potentially passive-aggressive if you look well enough. However, whenever she bothers trying, she's rather charming and potentially overly polite to the point that it gets a goofy effect that may or may not draw people in.
    Horror is a good actor and manipulator. She doesn't generally use this for unsavory purposes, even if she might like to, but she is unbelievably good at winning people's trust and getting close to them without harboring any personal feelings for them. Her social life is largely faked and she doesn't like many people in actuality.
    Horror likes to rant and loves opportunities to fight, insult people, or be violent somehow. She's quick to be angered and feels very protective over the few people she does feel close to, often jealous whenever they spend time with other people. Horror can be obsessive over people, subjects, and things to dislike. She has a strong sense of justice and although her moral compass is grey at best, she still holds the morals that she has in very high regards, even if they're relatively nuanced.
    Horror is ambiverted leaning towards introversion.


    ``I want to cry. Or stab someone.``
    I BITE AT THE HAND THAT FEEDS ME
    ``You do know that no respected psychiatrist has used the term “sociopath” since the 1960s, right?``

    SLAP AT THE FACE THAT EATS ME

    Appearance
          Horror is a pretty person for sure. She has a certain frailness about her despite her somewhat aggressive attitude, which often leads to people underestimating her. Horror has an oval-shaped face with high cheekbones and a small chin, large monolid dark eyes, a small nose, and plump lips. Her face appeases East-Asian beauty standards perfectly, something that she can easily take advantage of. She's pale with no imperfections to her face aside from a small beauty fleck high on her cheek. She has long straight black hair with a fringe that she mostly wears loose or in braids. She looks somewhat doll-like, which can both make it easier for people to like her, and harder.
    Horror is about 5'5" ft tall and rather skinny. She has a bony look to her which gives her a sharp edge. Her body is rather androgynous.
    Normally, Horror wears dark eyeliner to appear a little rougher and darker, as well as mall goth clothes, featuring black, red, and white as a color palette. She likes to wear wide-legged pants but may also wear skirts or dresses to appear a bit more feminine and sweet. She likes platforms and boots but may also wear mary-janes if it fits her outfit.
    Horror has a rather masculine and laid-back attitude, which, mixed with her feminine and delicate appearance, can be confusing to some.
    I'M HAPPY THAT THE WORLD IS GONNA END
    Past
          Horror didn't grow up in the best circumstances for a child to develop. Both of her parents happened to be extremely abusive, yet unaware of the effect they had on their children, often exploiting their emotions in order to control them. Horror tried to spend most of her time away from home and her parents, locking herself in her room and avoiding her family on days that she wasn't allowed to be out. She didn't make too many friends as a child, feeling detached from her peers and often starting fights to deal with all the emotional turmoil she got from her home life. She was known as a troubled child who often walked away from home and said rude things, and was thus not liked by many.
    At ten, she met her best friend, Sarah, and within a year she grew madly attached to her. Horror spent more and more time with her and felt confused by the fondness she harbored for the other girl, but got over the initial surprise of attachment soon enough.
    When Horror discovered that Sarah was being sexually abused she contemplated murder. At sixteen she went through with it and successfully killed Sarah’s abuser, shocked and betrayed that Sarah wasn't as receptive to this as hoped, and then had to run away from home in order not to be arrested.
    Horror met a psychiatrist who was charmed by her personality and took her in as a surrogate daughter. Horror is still living with him today and trying to apply to university for forensic science and criminology.


    ``The worst monsters are those who wear human skin, watching through our very own sockets.``


    Mental health
          Horror has antisocial personality disorder (ASPD), which is unprofessionally known as “sociopathy”. ASPD is a disorder wherein the patient shows a disregard for social norms and expectations, has low empathy and remorse, impulsivity, proneness to boredom, and irritability. For Horror, ASPD also comes with dissociative symptoms and many intrusive violent thoughts. She doesn’t feel remorse, guilt, or shame at all, and the closest thought she might get to feeling bad about her actions is, “Does this make me a bad person?” rather than “I hurt someone and that’s bad”. Horror can mimic empathy but doesn’t experience it. This doesn’t necessarily mean that she can’t care about others, she just cares about people differently, often in a way that makes her more in control.
    Horror’s manipulative tendencies and leeching off of people can also be blamed on her ASPD. She developed ASPD because of the emotional abuse she faced as a child that conditioned her into believing that guilt never came at reasonable moments and that her emotions would only be used against her.
    She also has C-PTSD from her parents’ treatment.


    ``They look like us, talk like us, smell like us - it's almost as if we are them before awareness hits.``


    CANNIBALISM

    THIS AIN'T A STORY, CUNT, THIS IS MY LIFE


    ``First testimony wrath isn't for everyone, but I myself greatly enjoy it.``
    I WON'T LET GO TIL I CAN TASTE YOUR BONES
    Gift
          It’s a bit difficult to name Horror’s gift as something other than “highly unstable witchcraft”, even if it’s more specific than that. Perhaps the name “reality programming” would somewhat fit, but it’s a bit vague and complex and she doesn’t fully understand it herself. She holds control over some parts of it, but unfortunately for her, these moments of control come periodically.
    Horror has a rather broad gift that can influence many things at once.
    Firstly, she can “reset” time. Basically, whenever she dies, she jumps back in time to the moment before her death that decided this faith, and she can then fix her mistake. The more violent her death, the further she jumps back in time. She generally doesn’t even have to consciously experience her death, for she’ll jump back before it starts to register completely. Another gift she has is to “hack” reality, which can present itself in several different ways. She might speak to entities from other realities (“hackers”), she might have her dreams start to affect reality, she might destroy or fix things depending on her emotions, she might be able to use telepathy or suddenly achieve information without doing anything to uncover it. It’s as if she changes coding or accidentally opens files sometimes – when perceiving reality as a computer program, that is. Horror can sometimes use this to her advantage, but many times it’ll just appear and disappear. She isn’t fully aware that her gift is unusual. Often, things will turn disturbing and nightmarish once she gets a hold on reality, because this generally happens whenever she’s upset. It’s as if she pulls the whole world with her into a nightmare or intrusive image.


    ``Burn the witch!``

    I PROPOSE FIRST-DEGREE MURDER
    Related
    PARENTS: Oliver Todd (father, 54 y/o), Katelyn Harper-Todd (mother, 51 y/o). Horror hates them both with a burning passion and intends on killing them one day.
    SIBLINGS: Stephen Todd (brother, 19 y/o), Violet Todd (sister, 14 y/o), Lauren Todd (brother, 10 y/o). Horror doesn’t really like Stephen and Violet, but did use to like Lauren a lot. She sometimes misses him.


    ``She’ll pluck out your eye and put it in her fucking socket.``

    Relations
    CLODWAL PHILIPS | CAREGIVER | 44 Y/O
    A psychiatrist who unofficially adopted Horror. Horror suspects that Clodwal might be a serial killer due to the rooms where she isn’t allowed to enter (including the basement), his knowledge of forensic science, and his ease with breaking the law to adopt her. She doesn’t particularly mind this, though, for she likes him as a person and feels much safer around him than she ever did with her biological parents. Besides – she can't risk him spilling her secret.

    SARAH GREENWOOD | EX-BEST FRIEND | 17 Y/O
    Regarding platonic crushes, Sarah probably was one for Horror. Horror had never felt as close to a person as she’d ever felt to Sarah, and also never as betrayed when someone broke off a friendship with her. Horror doesn’t feel vengeful or angry towards her, though, and hopes that the criminal act she took part in for her has made Sarah’s life easier. Sarah is a socially anxious teenager with a great deal of empathy, even for people who are deemed unsavory, and Horror thinks that that is a beautiful thing.

    OTHER FRIENDS
    Feel free to volunteer. Horror is a surprisingly good friend when she actually likes you. She doesn’t bond easily with people, but when she does, it can be to a rather extreme extent, and she’s quite loyal as well.


    ``Set them on fire! Kill them all!``
    GOD IS CRUEL, I AM GOD
    Skills
    FORENSIC SCIENCE
    Horror is still learning forensics, but finds it deeply interesting to pick crime scenes apart and make sense out of them. She knows quite some information on the decomposition process of a corpse and causes of death.

    PSYCHOLOGY + PSYCHOANALYSIS
    Horror finds psychology interesting and spends a lot of time researching it. She knows a lot of terms and pathology on this, as well as manipulation tactics and body language. Horror can pick apart behaviors and people quite well and interpret them correctly. She’s extremely good at psychoanalyzing people and it can both impress, intimidate, and annoy her peers.

    WEAPONRY + TORTURE
    Now, Horror can’t use every single weapon she knows, but she knows the theory behind it. The same goes for torture methods and hypnosis. She’s never had an opportunity to practice these things, but she knows the different purposes of different sorts of blades, firearms, etcetera and enjoys talking about it.

    MURDER
    Horror has killed someone once through trial and error – she died four times during her attempts and had to do it over. She’s relatively good at finding effective methods now, but is still learning and has found out that she’s not the best killer out there yet.

    DEDUCTION
    Logic, cause and effect, and all that are really Horror’s thing. She could make a great detective and it’s a pity that she is more interested in taking lives than saving them.

    DEBATING
    As mentioned before, Horror has a sharp tongue and quick wit. She’s an excellent debater and advocate. Her biggest issue that she might argue from a view she doesn’t agree with out of boredom and accidentally convince people of said viewpoint.


    ``Your eyes betrayed you.``



    EVERYTHING GOES ACCORDING TO PLAN


    THE NEXT SCREAM YOU HEAR MAY JUST BE YOUR OWN
    Extra
    LIKES: Metal & rock music, poorly written stories, history, murder mysteries, horror, making fun of criminals, animals, demons, ranting, vampires, alternative fashion, collecting dead things, advocating for violence, staying inside and doing nothing all day, dichotomies
    DISLIKES: Her parents, Stephen and Violet, the government, the police, stupid people, people who are poor liars, people who trauma dump, most people in general actually, Christian values, being talked over, boredom, rude people, poor portrayals of mental illness, attention seekers (that’s for her alone), overly sensitive people, clingy people
    FEARS: Horror has some terrible commitment and abandonment issues that can be triggered relatively easily. Now, most of her other triggers will cause anger rather than fear, but her parents and the idea of having to go back to them do upset them. She also fears control loss (though not very much) and uncertainty to some extent.
    FAVORITE COLOR: Red. Horror loves red. A lot.
    FAVORITE ANIMAL: Horror could give you many different answers to that question, because, in reality, she likes pretty much all animals. Including insects.
    FAVORITE BOOK: None in particular. You see, Horror likes bad stories, not good ones. Good stories require an attention span that Horror doesn’t have. She somewhat likes “The Shining” by Stephen King and “Dracula” by Bram Stoker, but isn’t extremely enthusiastic about either of them in particular because she never even managed to read them thoroughly.
    ``What do you believe when nobody is watching?``


    PROFILE LAYOUTS
    Mijn huidige profiel


    CYNICISM
    people are motivated purely by self-interest


    Nothing ever ends poetically. It ends and we turn it into poetry.
    All that blood was never once beautiful, it was just red.


    🐞      there is more information provided regarding this user underneath the spoiler to keep the lay-out intact.      🦷

    hello there, it's your friendly neighborhood mentally ill writer who doesn't publish any writing.
    my name is cynical, i am 18, and i have stuck to this site like a fly to a spider's web for quite a while now. i'm mostly keeping my sticky legs attached to it because making pretty lay-outs makes me happy, and because a lot of my old (deactivated) writing is preserved on here and i enjoy to self reflect.
    some of my interests contain horror, hannibal, death note, psychology, and forensic science.
    if you message me i may or may not respond. i can't guarantee much of anything.

    anyway, my two semi-active friends on here are: kriss & ana, and the rest died with the rest of the site. (if you happen to be one of them, you may seek contact with me at any time, i won't think it's weird. i'm interested to see where you are in life now.) (oh also bug is my partner and i love them very much okay that's it bye)


    and no, i don't type nederlands
















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    NOTE:
    Qreaties verandert constant de specifieke desktop verhoudingen, dus gaan mijn layouts na een tijdje altijd schots en scheef staan. Niet alle lettertypes die ik gebruik staan op ieders computer, en ook die kunnen er dus saai uitzien zonder dat ik hier enig idee van heb. Ik ben te lui om oude dingen te fixen die in dit topic staan, maar ooit paste alle tekst met de plaatjes zonder lelijk te zijn, I swear

    [ bericht aangepast op 19 jan 2024 - 22:55 ]


    obsessive rage

    inktzwart schreef:
    @ChiIdhood

    alsjeblieft, voor jou!!

    i felt my existence was tainted,
    in some subtle but essential way

    if we were villains - M.L. Rio
    x      x      x      x      x      x      x      x      x      x

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    wauw dankjewel! ben er echt heel blij mee (:

    en ohoh goudstaven haha


    het is Schoonheid zelf op zichzelf eeuwig eenvormig met zichzelf [Plato, Symposium, 211b]

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    [ bericht aangepast op 30 aug 2023 - 18:10 ]


    obsessive rage

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    [ bericht aangepast op 30 aug 2023 - 18:11 ]


    obsessive rage

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    [ bericht aangepast op 30 aug 2023 - 18:11 ]


    obsessive rage



    lAchlan
    sometimes i wonder what you did after you killed me - did you miss me?


    NAME:

    FIRST NAME:
    ALIAS:
    Lachlan
    L

    From the land of lakes
    Roman numeral for 50
    Lachlan doesn't know his last name, or if "Lachlan" is even really his name, but he likes the ring of it. He also accepts the name "L", which was made up by a thirteen year old orphan named B, who gave it to him. He got such from the coffin Lachlan was in, which was listed with a roman numeral. Lachlan also often receives patronizing nicknames, such as "princess" - which he doesn't really mind at all.
    cuckoo! cuckoo! oh––where are you hiding down in the green meadow?
    cuckoo! cuckoo! far in the green meadow, we're looking for you!


    AGE:

    PHYSICAL AGE:
    CHRONOLOGICAL AGE:

    15 years old
    23 years old

    October 31
    Scorpio Sun
    Age is a difficult concept to Lachlan. He doesn't really feel like a fifteen-year-old, likely because he technically isn't one, but since he spent eight years in a coffin, he doesn't really feel like a 23-year-old either. He tries not to think about it too much and if anyone were to ask, he'd probably say that death released him from the concept of age altogether (which is... Probably true).


    AGES OF DELIRIUM


    GENDER:
          Nonbinary            Any pronouns
    Alright, so - Lachlan doesn't quite live during a time period where gender identity beyond the binary is explored (1890s). Still, he continuously expresses that he doesn't really relate to the idea of being a man more than to being a woman. He also expresses that he'd have no problems with having a female body. He isn't really used to different pronouns outside of make-believe games, but he still likes any pronouns on himself quite a bit.
    He's a little bummed that he can't let his hair grow longer (since it standardly stays the length it was when he died) - though he already had it a bit longer than usual for boys, so he's still sometimes mistaken for someone assigned female at birth. He does not mind at all.
    His telepathic voice also sounds a bit more androgynous than his physical voice.


    SEXUALITY:
    Lachlan has never experienced actual sexual attraction, nor is he aware that such is unusual - but he does frequently think of others as beautiful ("like a painting"). He likes (sexual) touch within relationships but doesn't necessarily crave it. He's also frequently infatuated with others, or romantically invested in them - he has mostly experienced attraction towards men. Lachlan isn't too sure whether he experiences attraction to women too, but wouldn't be too surprised if such happened one day. He just likes whoever he likes - given that they can keep up with him intellectually.


    MENTAL HEALTH:
    Psychology isn't too developed in the 1890s, so there aren't actual terms and such that Lachlan can use to describe his psyche with. Regardless of that, it's obvious that his mental health is... Well. He's a bit of a mess.
    His identity has always been a bit warped due to his upbringing, but being locked in a coffin for eight years with only telepathy as an out has definitely made his grip on reality weak. Lachlan is prone to severe dissociation and maladaptive daydreaming, as well as seemingly random phases of paranoid delusions. He would definitely be diagnosed with autism in modern times, and potentially also with antisocial personality disorder (ASPD), minus the irritability and anger issues.


    PAST:
    Lachlan was born somewhere between the late 1860s and early 1870s in France as the bastard son of a nobleman and a Japanese immigrant. To save their reputation, Lachlan was brought to a baby farmer in Scotland - who was then arrested for murder of other infants a year later, so he ended up in a more typical orphanage.
    The owner of this orphanage, Robert Walters, noticed that Lachlan was exceptionally smart for his age, so after a couple of instances that proved this (such as Lachlan inadvertently helping him with stocks), he decided to adopt Lachlan himself. Lachlan was quick to befriend the son of one of Robert's friends (the chief of police), Light, and simultaneously developed an interest in murder mysteries. When he was about twelve years old he began solving small cases together with Light.
    Things get a bit complicated from here, but it's simplest to explain as follows: Lachlan and Light started secretly dating when they were about fourteen. Light killed a person who was harassing his younger sister. Lachlan discovered and (for a reason he can't fully remember) threatened to tell authorities. Light kills Lachlan.
    However, for whatever reason, Lachlan wakes up in a coffin in the catacombs only about a week later, without any memories of his life prior at all. Here he stays for about eight years, developing very strong telepathic powers to communicate with both the dead and those alive, as well as regaining some memories of murder cases he'd solved when alive. He is taken out by an orphan, B who works in the mines, and has the ability to hear the dead.


    SPECIES:
          Vampire
    Lachlan spends a lot of time not exactly knowing what he is, but eventually (correctly) concludes that he is best described as a vampire. He is much more like vampires from folklore than from modern interpretations, though. He was not turned by another vampire, and the most likely explanation for his life after death is as follows: "In Russian folklore, vampires were said to have once been witches or people who had rebelled against the Russian Orthodox Church while they were alive." Lachlan had always been a strange human with exceptional intelligence, which very well may have been signs of raw witchcraft. Such would also explain his telepathy, which is unusual even for vampires.
    He can't die or age. His body remains in the state it is in currently, and if any of his limbs are cut off, they grow back together when puzzled back like they were previously. Injuries heal automatically. Lachlan is weakened in the sun (which, at first, hurts him too, though it doesn't kill him) or anything considered holy or cleansing, such as holy water, silver, garlic, or certain plants. Vampires also have a severe case of arithmomania which can help prevent them from rising. Staking them with aspen, hawthorn, or oak wood can put them in a coma, preferably by pinning all four limbs down, such as on a crucifix. (Speaking of which, they're scared of those.) Vampires typically feed on human blood only. Lachlan has learned to ignore his hunger due to having been stuck in a coffin for eight years, and this is likely also the reason that he's physically a bit weaker than the average vampire (who are supposed to be stronger and faster than those alive) - making him practically still human aside from his supernatural healing.

                      are you
    are you really           
                are you really there?


    I'M HOUDINI IN CHAINS


    PERSONALITY:







    POSITIVE TRAITS:
    Intelligent
    Versatile
    Funny
    Quick-witted
    Eccentric
    Studious
    Perceptive







    NEGATIVE TRAITS:
    Cheeky
    Manipulative
    Untrustworthy
    Dishonest
    Cunning
    Smug
    Apathetic







    X      X      X

    If you would ask Lachlan to describe himself, he would likely answer with something along the lines of "someone smarter than you". Which is likely true, and something he absolutely believes in, but he's also purposely dodging any depth. Not because he is scared of what is in the deep, but more so because he feels disconnected from himself too much to properly analyze himself. (Which is faintly frustrating, considering how analytical he is!) Despite his lack of a sense of self, he is rather confident - arrogant, really. He knows that he is clever, and that he's funny, and that he can be charming, and it shows in his behavior. Often, his comments border on cocky rather than confident and humorous.
    He usually gets away with it easily - mostly because he manages to disguise insults as something else, or simply says them behind your back rather than in your face. He's quite sneaky (and incredibly manipulative).
    Lachlan enjoys learning. Socially, academically - it's all exciting to him. Knowledge makes him happy. Really sitting down to practice a new skill isn't really his thing, but reading up on it and figuring things out on his own can make him a bit giddy. It probably helps that he's good at it. Lachlan is perceptive and has an eye for details (and remembering them). Puzzling is something he enjoys a lot, and he treats many social situations as such too, which can make him a bit whimsical during them. Lachlan fools around a lot, even when entirely inappropriate.
    It's not just due to his way of speaking that Lachlan comes off as a bit odd, though. He is a bit odd. It can be difficult to fully understand all of his motives, even when there's clearly some sort of method or mechanic that drives him. It's just not entirely clear what said method is - or why. A lot of it is likely because of his proneness to boredom.
    The world is moving way too slowly for Lachlan to be entertaining, and people even more so, despite their potential to be interesting. Lachlan often has to force himself to remain in the present, quick to drift off into daydreams, analyses, or simply disconnect from the world, both when things become distressing and boring.
    Lachlan is a strangely paranoid person. He doesn't easily trust others and tends to suspect evil in places where it's not. He lies a lot himself and has the subconscious belief that that's the norm; "surely, no one with brains would be honest, would they?" - still, he likes talking, especially about himself, but dodges topics that make him feel vulnerable or out of control.


    ♱      ♱      ♱      ♱      ♱      ♱      ♱

    HIGHER
          AND HIGHER
                WE GO

    ♱      ♱      ♱      ♱      ♱      ♱      ♱


    APPEARANCE:
    Lachlan is, what you would call, a "pretty boy" (but make it feral). There is something undeniably dainty and androgynous about him, which he rather likes. He is slightly shorter than average for boys his age, and due to his skinny build (and malnourishment), he's often estimated to be a little younger than he really is. The fact that he has a baby face doesn't help too much. He has large black eyes that contrast sharply with his pale white skin. He perpetually has dark circles around them - possibly due to death, possibly due to insomnia he experienced when alive. He has a small nose and a mouth that generally avoids smiling - though it most definitely can when amused.
    Lachlan has extremely messy black hair that reaches until about his shoulders. Whether it truly refuses to ever sit right, or if it just needs to be groomed after him having been dead for eight years, is a bit of a mystery - but he looks like he lived in a forest with birds either way. There is an extremely apathetic and dead look to him at all times, often mixed with something strangely childish and mischievous, which makes sense, because... Well.
    You could dress him in about anything, but he feels the most comfortable in his nightgown (which he was also buried in). He despises any sort of footwear and refuses to wear it. Daywear is allowed, though, as long as he can kick the socks and shoes off. Lachlan personally likes (and feels comfortable) in the color white, but the people dressing him (such as any of his boyfriends) typically make him wear black, because they find it washes him out less. It is also, of course, less prone to get dirty, which is rather convenient. Lachlan doesn't mind any sort of clothing as long as it covers his body.

    TRUTH IS, NOTHING'S TRUE


    EXTRA:
          SKILLS
    Lachlan is an excellent detective, as well as quite good at psychology, despite this not being too developed of a science. More than that, he's a great telepath. He can sense people's presence, read minds, send telepathic messages, influence people, hypnotize them, and fully control them. He's also good at astral projection.
          HOBBIES
    Solving murder mysteries, psychoanalyzing evil people, cheating at chess, writing poetry, reading, learning new things.
          LIKES
    Learning, folklore, fairy tales, telepathic conversations, mysteries, Light Yagami, B, insects, cats, stargazing, being outside.
          DISLIKES
    Small spaces, being bored, closeminded people, most adults, bigotry, being ordered around, being looked down on.

    X      X      X













    BLOODSUCKER!!


    character & layout by me lol

    [ bericht aangepast op 13 sep 2023 - 23:11 ]


    obsessive rage



    t h e
    vAmpyrs

          a r e      w a k i n g      u p     


    S E P T E M B E R - 1 8 - 1 8 9 7 | ENGLAND
    The body of a young woman is found entangled in an old hawthorn tree. The cause of death is somewhat difficult to decipher due to her state of decomposition, but theories are running like a wild fire - especially due to the signs of mutilation on the corpse. One of the most popular stories among youngsters is that the woman fell victim to a pagan cult's blood rituals, and was left in a hawthorn tree due to the tree's medicinal values by a remorseful member who wanted to save the body at last.

    A ridiculous theory, of course.
    Teenagers are prone to make up nonsense and tie unrelated events together. Such as the murder of a woman and the unexplained deaths of livestock all around, all with similar teeth marks that aren't quite of any carnivore that lives in England...
    It's no more than a fairy tale, really. A grasp for adventure and the macabre.

    BUT THEY ARE REAL


    WHO DO WE PLAY?

    To be honest, our roles are all over the place, but I'll try to explain the actual plot and character categories anyway! Please don't mind the chaos, my brain is a mess.

    PLOT:
    We're in the late Victorian era, and there's a significant rise in murder cases in England specifically. Many of these murder cases seem to have to do with vampire folklore in one way or another; either the creatures themselves, or the paranoia and panic surrounding them. The reason behind this is a little complicated, but can be best described as the fact that time traveling vampires have settled in this decade. England is currently frighteningly close to a crack in the wall separating reality and what lies beyond. This causes... Well, chaos.

    CHARACTERS:
    The characters are just about anyone you can make up. We're the people that are trying to make sense of the strange series of events currently taking place. This could range anywhere from a rich noblewoman, to a poor orphan boy, to a vampire hunter, to a corpse that realizes it is no longer dead (and a vampire, now). Any idea is welcome, just make sure to read the vampire lore for this, as well as the information on our current time period. Also, note that vampire folklore is not typically believed in - so if you are to play a vampire hunter, then... Well, you likely got to that idea by yourself.


          --f--r--a--g--m--e--n--t--a--l--      ----      --d--e--a--t--h--     


    VAMPIRE LORE

    The vampires in this roleplay game are slightly closer to the vampire of Slavic and Celtic folklore than most modern vampire interpretations, though the vampires presented can be seen as a spectrum rather than one interpretation only. Some will be more human than others, and you are allowed to pick out the specifics yourself.
    The most important bit is that vampires feed on human energy/blood.


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    [w.i.p.
    won't be an actual roleplay i just am in a vampiric mood]

    [ bericht aangepast op 5 nov 2021 - 10:40 ]


    obsessive rage


    reality is broken

    RECRUIT NOW TO PUT
    IT BACK TOGETHER!

    WHAT'S THE PLOT?
    Have you been having strange dreams? Nightmares?
    REALITY IS AN ORB, AND OUTSIDE OF IT ARE THINGS BEYOND OUR UNDERSTANDING. Our world is a place where time and space make sense. Rules and laws apply. Where there's gravity, heavy objects go. Objects create shadows, for shadows are merely an absence of light. Motion is always fueled by something. Certain heats will turn solid form into liquid, and liquid into gas. These things are simple and predictable–there's no debating on those facts. But beyond the walls of reality, or near the cracks of it, the truth is subjective. Fueled by imagination only. We best know the Unreality (as a few of Those Who Know have dubbed the place) as a state of dreaming–a state of delirium. Creatures (bodiless creatures) like to come and visit our world and use it as a personal playground, much like how we might like to play video games. This is all good and well, until the Khaos Creatures arrive. Khaos Creatures (similar to hackers) try to mess with the laws of Reality, to unravel time and nature into something that it's not. To get to the point: Khaos Creatures have created a weapon to punch holes in our wall of Reality. We call this weapon the Antichrist (due to its similarities with the Biblical figure). It looks human, but it is not, and must be removed as soon as it can be identified to prevent a disastrous fate for everything that lives within the Orb.

    TL;DR: Our world is a simulation. Angels are players. Demons are hackers. Hackers created the Antichrist. We as humans chosen by either party have to either prevent, or cause Armageddon.

    Good chance that they were real, and you barely made it out alive!
    .      .      .      .      .      .      .
    .      .      .      .      .      .      .


    WHO DO WE PLAY?

    PLEASE READ THE CATEGORY YOU WISH TO PLAY ATTENTIVELY, FOR THEY DIFFER FROM TRADITIONAL INTERPRETATIONS OF ITS SPECIES.

                : H U M A N S :
    Although this may seem a bit plain, it truly doesn't have to be! Humans are, as you'll suspect, well... Like us. However, that does give them a lot of freedom of movement. Humans typically have a high tolerance against effects from cracks (such as Nightmare or Khaos creatures), and they aren't very prone to disillusions either. Of course, the specific tolerance on such thing shall depend on the human in question.
    Humans can be reached out to be either angels or demons, or they could stumble upon a crack and want to figure out what is going on.


                : W I T C H E S :
    Witches are, realistically, humans–but due to their sensitivity to cracks and otherwordly presences, they're often perceived as something different. Witches can work for angels, demons, or themselves. They have a heightened imagination which makes them powerful when nearby cracks in the wall. Witches may also experience clairvoyance, varied levels of telepathy, luck (or misfortune), and be unnaturally charming (or ugly, depending on the witch in question). Witches can be of any gender.


    WARNING! The following characters are not actually meant for playing, but they are important to explain in relation to the world and its functions. If you do want to play one of these characters, discuss this first!

                : A N G E L S :
    Angels have two separate categories, fallen and not, but when one is working for angels, we're speaking of those without physical bodies (which are the non-fallen ones).
    Angels are creatures from behind the walls that attempt to keep these boundaries intact. They are commonly accepted as the creators of Reality as it is now, though we're not actually sure whether this is the case. Either way, they do take care of maintenance. Non-fallen angels can only communicate with humans through omens, dreams, and telepathy, which typically results in them seeking out mostly witches to work with. Non-fallen angels tend to send the same message three times, for that is the number where patterns are usually recognized. They don't often show themselves in human form in those dreams.
    Around cracks, they can show themselves in a physical form and interact with people, but they'll usually be just as bizarre as the Khaos Creatures they're trying to keep out. (Think of Biblical angels)

    Fallen angels are "bad angels" who have been trapped within the walls as a punishment. There aren't very many of them, but the general gist of them is that they have been put in a human body and can't bend the laws of reality any longer. However, they cannot die. So, if fallen angels get injured, their body will heal by itself, because death would free them and give them back their position as non-fallen angel.
    Fallen angels can still use telepathy or send people prophetic dreams, but only twice.
    Around cracks, fallen angels also gain the ability to bend reality, shapeshift, and other things, but they're unable to leave Reality and will lose these abilities once they are at distance from the crack again.


                : D E M O N S :
    Demons are a broader category than angels, and to be honest, they could look like anything. Demons are also known as "Khaos Creatures", and they are beings from beyond the walls that attempt to break in.

    [w.i.p. lol
    also not for an actual roleplay, just for a story i'm planning, but layouts make it easier for me bc procrastination]

    [ bericht aangepast op 16 nov 2021 - 16:52 ]


    obsessive rage



    they who know

    "COWEN MADSEN"
    CHAOTIC NEUTRAL THEY/THEM

    : name :



    FIRST NAME:
    LAST NAME:
    NICKNAME:
    ALIAS (1):
    ALIAS (2):
    Alice
    Lietta
    Al
    Cowen Madsen
    9.13.16.15.19.20.5.18




    Noble
    Just
    Fair, handsome
    Twins
    Imposter
    Cowen, commonly referred to as "C", goes by many names and aliases. They're not all too used to their legal name anymore, and may have never felt connected to it to begin with - though some friends do call them Al. Most people refer to Cowen with other names and titles, though, such as "the Hermit", "the Oracle", "They Who Know", "Oculus", etcetera.


    : age :
    AGE:
    Gemini Sun

    14-23 years old
    Capricorn Rising

    June 12
    Scorpio Moon
    Cowen typically appears as a teenager up to a young adult. Most people who haven't seen them estimate them as older.


    : gender :
                                                                AGENDER            THEY/THEM     
    Cowen doesn't really have a gender, but they might present femininely or masculinely regardless. They describe their gender as "imposter" - not quite a girl, and not quite a boy, though they sure might look like either one from time to time. They haven't had much human contact for quite a while, and thus don't really relate to any social constructs much. They just kind of... Exist? If they were to box themselves into gender stereotypes based on their behavior, they would still fall somewhere androgynously - either as a masculine woman or a feminine man. They like feminine aesthetics more than masculine aesthetics, though, because things considered "beautiful" are very quick to be labeled as such.


    : sexuality :
    Cowen isn't somebody who experiences attraction very often, and in case of sexual attraction, they don't ever really experience it at all. Gender doesn't play much of a role in who they like, though. They're asexual and demi panromantic. Mostly, they have chemistry with the more recent incarnations of the Antichrist, Prince of Darkness.


    : species :
                WITCH     
    A witch is best explained as a human who is more open towards seeing things beyond the walls of Reality. The closer to cracks or holes in these walls they become, the more powerful they become - though they're often more sensitive to these cracks too, so they might start noticing effects of them much sooner than the average human. Some witches have gifts or curses when away from the cracks as well. Cowen is one of these witches. Their gift (or curse) can best be summarized as "knowledge" in and of itself. Cowen will often gain knowledge about people or objects simply upon touching or meeting them, which can be as little as their current mood, or as much as their deepest secrets - depending on their proximity to a crack as well as the person's guard. (You could see it as a form of involuntary telepathy or extreme psycho analysis) Cowen's most dreaded form of their gift that seems consistent, is their ability to know if someone is going to die soon. They call this "Requiem" or "Memento Mori". As likely expected, their gift also includes clairvoyance (and mild charm magic).
    DOES IT SCARE YOU?
    THE VOID OF THE UNKNOWN?

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    Intelligent
    Creative
    Analytical
    Good actor
    Charming
    Compassionate
    Self-aware
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    NEGATIVE TRAITS:
    Paranoid
    Cunning
    Passive
    People-pleasing
    Masochistic
    Arrogant
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    IT'S OKAY.
    IT SCARES ME TOO.


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    w.i.p.
    nee ik maak geen dingen af help


    obsessive rage



    J O E Y
    MORTEM


    I AM BROKEN.
    A FOX, A SNAKE.
    I AM JOEY.

    NAME .
    Joey Mortem
    De betekenis van Joey is "God zal toenemen". Joey doet niets met deze wetenschap en het boeit het ook totaal niet wat zijn voornaam betekent. Hij vindt het veel leuker om zijn voornaam zo uit te spreken: "Jealous Old Evil Youth".
    Mortem komt uit het Latijn en betekent "Dood". Joey vindt dit een mooie betekenis en verbergt het ook niet.





    AGE .
    Joey was 16 toen hij op Neverland kwam. Hij leeft al een tijdje op Neverland en is oorspronkelijk ook 24.
    Zijn sterrenbeeld is een Stier.


    - "You've killed people in your mind..."
    - "Oh, not only in my broken mind, darling."


    PERSONALITY .




    Fantasierijk
    Zorgzaam
    Sterk
    Ambitieus
    Wijs




    Sarcastisch
    Vals
    Sluw
    Wraakzuchtig
    Sadistisch
    Joey laat meestal zijn slechte kanten zien die zijn ontwikkeld door zijn verleden. Hij vind het geweldig andere pijn te doen, fysiek maar vooral mentaal. Hij doorziet mensen snel op hun zwaktes en je moet ook uitkijken wat je tegen hem zegt want hij kan een gevatte opmerking terug geven. Hij is niet bang om problemen te krijgen door wat hij zegt. Integendeel, hij vind negatieve aandacht zelfs leuk. Veel mensen zien hem als een Vos of een Slang. Hij is dat gaan geloven.
    Toch heeft Joey ook positieve eigenschappen, alleen verbergt hij die, diep, diep vanbinnen. Hij houdt enorm veel van lezen en heeft een rijke fantasie. Vaak doet Joey zich voor alsof hij dom is, om op een moment waarop mensen denken dat het hem toch niet gaat lukken, iedereen kan verassen. Joey heeft een groot verantwoordelijkheid gevoel. Vooral voor zijn kleinere zusje Leslie [Die op dit moment nog thuis bij zijn stiefvader / moeder zit]. Hij mist haar wel maar laat dat niet merken. Daar word je zwak van.

    I DIDN'T KNOW I HAD PERMISSION
    TO MURDER AND TO MAIM




    APPEARANCE .
    - Bruin haar
    - Lichte huidskleur
    - Blauwe ogen
    - Lang
    Joey heeft niet het gevoel dat er iets mis met zijn lichaam is. Hij is blij met zijn uiterlijk en vind zichzelf stiekem best knap. Dat zou hij nooit tegen iemand zeggen, hij zou überhaupt niet over zijn uiterlijk beginnen waar iemand bij zou zijn.


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    - "What have you got there?"
    - "This? Oh, this is a gn, and the b▇▇▇▇▇ is for your head."



    PAST .
    TRIGGER WARNING!!!!! ABUSE, BULLYING
    Joey is toen hij 9 werd met Leslie naar de mensenwereld vertrokken omdat zijn vader, Dail, enorm bezeten werd door een demon en daarom een gevaar vormde voor Joey en Leslie. Joey had het nooit leuk bij zijn vader terwijl de vierjarige Max Jones, de zoon van de vijand van zijn vader, het wel leuk had thuis. Joey werd jaloers en nog voordat hij en Leslie vertrokken naar de echte wereld nam hij Max mee en legde hem voor de deur van een random huis in Intertown. Zelf werd hij ook bij een familie geplaatst samen met Leslie. Jammergenoeg voor Joey en Leslie kwamen hun terecht in een gezin die bijna even erg was als Dail. Ze sloegen, scholden en sloten de kinderen buiten. Joey deed erg beschermend over zijn 3 jaar jongere zusje terwijl hij op school elke dag in elkaar werd geslagen door pesters. Zijn pleeg ouders deden er niets aan, integendeel, ze sloegen Joey en Leslie ook. Daardoor is de eigenschap, sterk, ontwikkeld. Joey heeft geleerd om zijn zwaktes af te sluiten zodat de pesters hem niets meer konden doen. Joey was toen hij 16 was weggelopen voor 2 jaar, de eerste 2 maanden zonder Leslie, daarna kwam hij terug om haar ook mee te nemen. Toen ze weer thuis kwamen schonken de ouders er weinig aandacht aan, in het begin erg boos, maar eigenlijk hadden zijn ouders hem niet gemist.


    CAN YOU HEAR THE SILENCE?
    THAT'S THE SILENCE YOU'LL BECOME.

    D E A T H



    FEARS .

    - Faalangst
    Joey is bang om uitgelachen te worden wanneer hij iets fout doet en heeft daarom ook grote hekel aan een presentatie houden. Hij zou er alles tegen doen om te vermijden om voor een grote groep mensen iets informatiefs te vertellen. Als het gaat om zijn eigen 'Evil' plannen is het een ander verhaal.
    - Gepest worden
    Joey is vroeger erg gepest en heeft naar ook trauma's aan over gehouden. Hij praat er niet meer over maar voelt zich nog altijd zwak als hij een van die pesters tegen komt, terwijl hij weet dat hij nu sterker is.
    - Zwak zijn
    Hij heeft altijd geleerd dat zwak zijn slecht is. Joey is gepest en geslagen. Wanneer zijn zwaktes naar boven werden gehaald werd het altijd erger. Zijn zusje was altijd een zwakte voor hem geweest, maar toen ook zij naar school ging en werd gepest om Joey pijn te doen heeft hij alle zwaktes uit gezet.
    - Lief hebben
    Lief hebben is een ander woord voor Zwak zijn. Want door liefde word je zwak. Je denkt dat je iemand moet beschermen en dat gaat van jezelf af.
    - Geliefd worden
    Als je geliefd word kan jij ook iemand terug lief hebben. Joey wil door niemand geliefd worden omdat hij dan bang is om het persoon ooit een keer Lief te hebben.


    I WANT TO BE A

    GOD

    Kill one man, a murderer.

    Kill a million men, a conquerer.

    Kill them all, a god.
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    RELATIONS .
    Vrienden | Joey wil geen vrienden omdat het dan zwaktes van hem worden.
    Liefde | Joey zegt dat hij liefde haat. En dat doet hij ook. Maar als je diep in hem kijkt, zie je dat er toch iets voor een meisje begint te groeien. Héél langzaam.

    RELATED .
    - Vader | Dail Mortem
    Joey haat zijn vader. Hij wil hem nooit meer vergeven over wat hij Joey en zijn zusje heeft aangedaan.
    - Moeder | Onbekend
    Joey kent zijn moeder niet en heeft daar ook geen problemen mee.
    - Broer | Odin | Dean
    Joey kent Odin niet goed. Odin is weggelopen toen Joey 5 was en heeft vervolgens zijn naam veranderd naar Dean.
    - Zus | Leslie
    Leslie betekent voor Joey enorm veel. Toch laat hij dat niet altijd merken. Leslie woont nog bij zijn stiefouders.

    - "Welcome to the land of the broken minds!"



    WEAPONS .
    - Kracht
    We kunnen niet zeggen dat Joey niet sterk is. Hij kan wel degelijk zware dingen tillen, maar echt zo sterk dat je denkt dat je nooit van hem zou kunnen winnen met een gevecht is hij niet. Fysieke kracht is niet Joey's sterkste punt.
    - Tastbaar
    Joey heeft een ding wat tastbaar is waar hij goed mee om kan gaan. Dat is een werpdolk. Joey kan goed en met beleid gooien en ook raken. Hij gebruikt het niet vaak maar voor het geval dat kan hij het wel.
    - Stem
    Joey kan mensen goed mentaal beschadigen en dat doet hij dan ook graag. Hij zoekt de zwakke plekken van de tegenstanders snel op en praat er op een sluwe manier over. Joey's beste wapen is zijn stem.
    - Magie
    Joey heeft geen magie maar kan zich prima verdedigen. Hij heeft er geen problemen mee dat hij geen magie heeft.



    IT'S ALL INSIDE
    YOUR HEAD




    EXTRA .
    - Lievingsboek | Kroonsz
    Joey vind het fascinerend op te lezen hoe een jongen zijn ziel aan zijn vader geeft en voor eeuwig blijft leven zonder dat hij dat wil.
    - Lievelingssprookje | De zeven raven
    Joey houd veel van raven en vind het een mooie verhaallijn.
    - Lievelingsdier | Zwarte raaf
    Raven zijn vrij, ze kunnen vliegen, gaan waarheen ze willen. Ook zijn ze zwart. Wat wil je nog meer?
    - Lievelingskleur | Zwart / Grijs
    Een Duistere kleur vind Joey het mooist.



    - "I just want to know what's going on inside your mind, so I can br▇▇k you."


    Character: © ChiIdhood
    Layout: © Cynical


    Zie hieronder ook de originele layout & character file ^-^

    Joey      Mortem
    "I am Broken, A Fox, A Snake. I'm Joey..."

    ROL




    NAAM


    Joey Mortem
    De betekenis van Joey is, God zal toenemen, Joey doet niets met deze wetenschap en het boeit het ook totaal niet wat zijn voornaam betekent. Hij vind het veel leuker om zijn voornaam zo uit te spreken, Jealous Old Evil Youth.
    Mortem komt uit het Latijn en betekent Dood. Joey vindt dit een mooie betekenis en verbergt het ook niet.


    LEEFTIJD


    Joey was 16 toen hij op Neverland kwam. Hij leeft al een tijdje op Neverland en is oorspronkelijk ook 24.
    Zijn sterrenbeeld is een Stier

    "You Killed People In Your Mind..." She Said, "Oh... Not Only In My Broken Mind Darling..."

    INNERLIJK



    -Fantasierijk
    -Boekenwurm
    -Zorgzaam
    -Sterk
    -Ambitieus
    -Wijs
    -Sarcastisch
    -Vals
    -Sluw
    -Wraakzuchtig
    -Sadistisch

    Joey laat meestal zijn slechte kanten zien die zijn ontwikkeld door zijn verleden. Hij vind het geweldig andere pijn te doen, fysiek maar vooral mentaal. Hij doorziet mensen snel op hun zwaktes en je moet ook uitkijken wat je tegen hem zegt want hij kan een gevatte opmerking terug geven. Hij is niet bang om problemen te krijgen door wat hij zegt. Integendeel, hij vind negatieve aandacht zelfs leuk. Veel mensen zien hem als een Vos of een Slang. Hij is dat gaan geloven.
    Toch heeft Joey ook positieve eigenschappen, alleen verbergt hij die, diep, diep vanbinnen. Hij houdt enorm veel van lezen en heeft een rijke fantasie. Vaak doet Joey zich voor alsof hij dom is, om op een moment waarop mensen denken dat het hem toch niet gaat lukken, iedereen kan verassen. Joey heeft een groot verantwoordelijkheid gevoel. Vooral voor zijn kleinere zusje Leslie [Die op dit moment nog thuis bij zijn stiefvader / moeder zit]. Hij mist haar wel maar laat dat niet merken. Daar word je zwak van.


    "I Didn't Know I had Permission to Murder and to Maim..."

    UITERLIJK



    - Face Claim | Cameron Dallas
    - Bruin haar
    - Lichte huidskleur
    - Blauwe ogen
    - Lang
          - Joey heeft niet het gevoel dat er iets mis met zijn lichaam is. Hij is blij met zijn uiterlijk en vind zichzelf stiekem best knap. Dat zou hij nooit tegen iemand zeggen, hij zou überhaupt niet over zijn uiterlijk beginnen waar iemand bij zou zijn.

    "What do You Have?" "This? This is A Gun, And the Bullet is For Your Head..."

    GESCHIEDENIS


    Joey is toen hij 9 werd met Leslie naar de mensenwereld vertrokken omdat zijn vader, Dail, enorm bezeten werd door een demon en daarom een gevaar vormde voor Joey en Leslie. Joey had het nooit leuk bij zijn vader terwijl de vierjarige Max Jones, de zoon van de vijand van zijn vader, het wel leuk had thuis. Joey werd jaloers en nog voordat hij en Leslie vertrokken naar de echte wereld nam hij Max mee en legde hem voor de deur van een random huis in Intertown. Zelf werd hij ook bij een familie geplaatst samen met Leslie. Jammergenoeg voor Joey en Leslie kwamen hun terecht in een gezin die bijna even erg was als Dail. Ze sloegen, scholden en sloten de kinderen buiten. Joey deed erg beschermend over zijn 3 jaar jongere zusje terwijl hij op school elke dag in elkaar werd geslagen door pesters. Zijn pleeg ouders deden er niets aan, integendeel, ze sloegen Joey en Leslie ook. Daardoor is de eigenschap, sterk, ontwikkeld. Joey heeft geleerd om zijn zwaktes af te sluiten zodat de pesters hem niets meer konden doen. Joey was toen hij 16 was weggelopen voor 2 jaar, de eerste 2 maanden zonder Leslie, daarna kwam hij terug om haar ook mee te nemen. Toen ze weer thuis kwamen schonken de ouders er weinig aandacht aan, in het begin erg boos, maar eigenlijk hadden zijn ouders hem niet gemist..


    "Can You Hear The Silence? Thats The Silence You Become. Death..."

    ANGSTEN


    - Faalangst
          - Joey is bang om uitgelachen te worden wanneer hij iets fout doet en heeft daarom ook grote hekel aan een presentatie houden. Hij zou er alles tegen doen om te vermijden om voor een grote groep mensen iets informatiefs te vertellen. Als het gaat om zijn eigen 'Evil' plannen is het een ander verhaal.
    - Gepest worden
          - Joey is vroeger erg gepest en heeft naar ook trauma's aan over gehouden. Hij praat er niet meer over maar voelt zich nog altijd zwak als hij een van die pesters tegen komt, terwijl hij weet dat hij nu sterker is.
    - Zwak zijn
          - Hij heeft altijd geleerd dat zwak zijn slecht is. Joey is gepest en geslagen. Wanneer zijn zwaktes naar boven werden gehaald werd het altijd erger. Zijn zusje was altijd een zwakte voor hem geweest, maar toen ook zij naar school ging en werd gepest om Joey pijn te doen heeft hij alle zwaktes uit gezet.
    - Lief hebben
          - Lief hebben is een ander woord voor Zwak zijn. Want door liefde word je zwak. Je denkt dat je iemand moet beschermen en dat gaat van jezelf af.
    - Geliefd worden
          - Als je geliefd word kan jij ook iemand terug lief hebben. Joey wil door niemand geliefd worden omdat hij dan bang is om het persoon ooit een keer Lief te hebben.

    "I Want To Be a God, Kill One Man, A Murder, Kill a Million, Conqueror... Kill Them All, A God..."

    RELATIES


    Vrienden | Joey wil geen vrienden omdat het dan zwaktes van hem worden.
    Liefde | Joey zegt dat hij liefde haat. En dat doet hij ook. Maar als je diep in hem kijkt, zie je dat er toch iets voor een meisje begint te groeien. Héél langzaam.

    FAMILIE


    - Vader | Dail Mortem
          - Joey haat zijn vader. Hij wil hem nooit meer vergeven over wat hij Joey en zijn zusje heeft aangedaan.
    - Moeder | Onbekend
          - Joey kent zijn moeder niet en heeft daar ook geen problemen mee.
    - Broer | Odin | Dean
          - Joey kent Odin niet goed. Odin is weggelopen toen Joey 5 was en heeft vervolgens zijn naam veranderd naar Dean.
    - Zus | Leslie
          - Leslie betekent voor Joey enorm veel. Toch laat hij dat niet altijd merken. Leslie woont nog bij zijn stiefouders.

    "Welcome to the Land of the Broken Minds..."

    WAPENS



    - Kracht
          - We kunnen niet zeggen dat Joey niet sterk is. Hij kan wel degelijk zware dingen tillen, maar echt zo sterk dat je denkt dat je nooit van hem zou kunnen winnen met een gevecht is hij niet. Fysieke kracht is niet Joey's sterkste punt.
    - Tastbaar
          - Joey heeft een ding wat tastbaar is waar hij goed mee om kan gaan. Dat is een werpdolk. Joey kan goed en met beleid gooien en ook raken. Hij gebruikt het niet vaak maar voor het geval dat kan hij het wel.
    - Stem
          - Joey kan mensen goed mentaal beschadigen en dat doet hij dan ook graag. Hij zoekt de zwakke plekken van de tegenstanders snel op en praat er op een sluwe manier over. Joey's beste wapen is zijn stem.
    - Magie
          - Joey heeft geen magie maar kan zich prima verdedigen. Hij heeft er geen problemen mee dat hij geen magie heeft.


    "It's Al Inside Your Head..."

    EXTRA



    - Lievingsboek | Kroonsz
          - Joey vind het fascinerend op te lezen hoe een jongen zijn ziel aan zijn vader geeft en voor eeuwig blijft leven zonder dat hij dat wil.
    - Lievelingssprookje | De zeven raven
          - Joey houd veel van raven en vind het een mooie verhaallijn.
    - Lievelingsdier | Zwarte raaf
          - Raven zijn vrij, ze kunnen vliegen, gaan waarheen ze willen. Ook zijn ze zwart. Wat wil je nog meer?
    - Lievelingskleur | Zwart / Grijs
          - Een Duistere kleur vind Joey het mooist.
    "I Just Wanna Know What's on Your Mind, So I can Break You..."



    layout was finished on 21 dec 2021 - 14:37
    2024 edit to fix it with qreaties' new way of handling big letters so it can be seen in its formal glory

    [ bericht aangepast op 22 sep 2024 - 18:06 ]


    obsessive rage

    Ik reageer nu maar gewoon in openbaar, maar omg yess DE LAY-OUT IS ZO MOOOIII WOW hoe heb je hem er cool uit laten zien hahah
    ik kan er niets aan doen maar ik cringe van de teksten en ook wel de quotes want ja, oef wat dacht ik toen, zo quirkyy hahah (en omg de originele versie hahaha oh nee ik was er toen ook nog zo trots op hahha waarom)
    maar omfg die afbeeldingen hoe dan nee wat i love it, echt heeeel mooi, die Dead ook door alles heen, op die manier de lay-out overlapping te gebruiken, yes


    het is Schoonheid zelf op zichzelf eeuwig eenvormig met zichzelf [Plato, Symposium, 211b]

    ChiIdhood schreef:
    Ik reageer nu maar gewoon in openbaar, maar omg yess DE LAY-OUT IS ZO MOOOIII WOW hoe heb je hem er cool uit laten zien hahah
    ik kan er niets aan doen maar ik cringe van de teksten en ook wel de quotes want ja, oef wat dacht ik toen, zo quirkyy hahah (en omg de originele versie hahaha oh nee ik was er toen ook nog zo trots op hahha waarom)
    maar omfg die afbeeldingen hoe dan nee wat i love it, echt heeeel mooi, die Dead ook door alles heen, op die manier de lay-out overlapping te gebruiken, yes


    AAAAAAAAAAA THANK YOUUUUUUUU
    op zich was hij niet super moeilijk zodra ik een andere aesthetic had gevonden dan grijs (want dat gaf hem enorme "aesthetic (maar niet echt)" 2014 tumblr user vibes) - like hij is duidelijk gemaakt door een jong iemand maar het geeft hem ook wel een soort jeugdige disturbed edgelord vibe? dus was het verder voornamelijk een kwestie van zorgen dat de quotes zo opgeschreven werden dat er nadruk op de juiste stukken tekst lag zeg maar (+ moderne/twintigste eeuw kunst & tv vibes want dat geeft "ik ben geobsedeerd met de tweede wereldoorlog op een fucked up manier" vibes idk i thought it was fitting)
    tbh denk ik dat hij herschreven best kan werken ngl juist ook omdat hij zichzelf als cooler ziet dan de lezers hkgjhfgjkhg

    maar ik cringe ook bij mijn eigen oude dingen which is why i haven't put those files in a new layout because noooooooooooo ewwwwww


    obsessive rage

    Eventjes MT! Ik ga hier vanavond tijdens werk of morgen na het werken even op terug komen :Y)


    Borahae.

    Mochimchim schreef:
    Eventjes MT! Ik ga hier vanavond tijdens werk of morgen na het werken even op terug komen :Y)


    omg spannend


    obsessive rage

    PRINCE OF DARKNESS
    Mallory Todd
    THE HORROR OF WHAT HAPPENED TO EDWIN GREENWOOD


    KILL.HER!

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    NAME:
          Mallory Todd / Mal / Nannie Philips / Horror
    Her full legal name is Mallory (unhappy, unlucky) Todd (fox). Sometimes, this is shortened to Mal (bad), but generally, she uses her full name to refer to herself. She temporarily uses an alias: Nannie (God favors me) Philips (fond of horses), when she has ran away from home. This alias was made up by Clodwal Philips. The only other name that Mallory genuinely uses for herself, is Horror. This comes from two separate sources. Firstly, from the title of a news article reporting a murder she committed ("The Horror of What Happened To Edwin Greenwood"), and secondly, due to her fondness of vampire comics.


    AGE:
          17 years old, May 27 1977
          Gemini Sun, Scorpio Rising, Scorpio Moon
    Whether Mallory is mature for her age is up for debate. Mostly, she embodies the stereotype of being an incredibly angry teenager who hates their parents and the government and society as a whole because she hasn't learned nuance yet.
    .      .      .      .      .      .      .      .      .      .

    GENDER:
          Mallory Todd / Mal / Nannie Philips / Horror
    Her full legal name is Mallory (unhappy, unlucky) Todd (fox). Sometimes, this is shortened to Mal (bad), but generally, she uses her full name to refer to herself. She temporarily uses an alias: Nannie (God favors me) Philips (fond of horses), when she has ran away from home. This alias was made up by Clodwal Philips. The only other name that Mallory genuinely uses for herself, is Horror. This comes from two separate sources. Firstly, from the title of a news article reporting a murder she committed ("The Horror of What Happened To Edwin Greenwood"), and secondly, due to her fondness of vampire comics.


    SEXUALITY:
          17 years old, May 27 1977
          Gemini Sun, Scorpio Rising, Scorpio Moon
    Whether Mallory is mature for her age is up for debate. Mostly, she embodies the stereotype of being an incredibly angry teenager who hates their parents and the government and society as a whole because she hasn't learned nuance yet.


    SPECIES:
          17 years old, May 27 1977
          Gemini Sun, Scorpio Rising, Scorpio Moon
    Whether Mallory is mature for her age is up for debate. Mostly, she embodies the stereotype of being an incredibly angry teenager who hates their parents and the government and society as a whole because she hasn't learned nuance yet.


    W.I.P.

    [ bericht aangepast op 27 dec 2021 - 14:51 ]


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