Lazu Jet Markl
Julian muttered something, but I couldn't hear him over the sound of the running water. My body still trembled, but I could no longer tell if it was the shock or the cold. For the first time in my life I actually wanted a jumper.
“I suppose I did.” I frowned slightly, noticing the changes in Julian's voice. He sounded strange, as if he came from another country. Maybe he did... I didn't know Julian that well. I barely knew him, yet he saved my life. Then I noticed how much his voice was shaking. I turned off the tap, and turned around to face him. His eyes took me by complete surprise. I thought I was a mess... But Julian's eyes were a tornado of emotions and feelings. I shuddered a bit and shakily took a step forward.
“You saved me too though.” I did? I looked down at my hands, where faint pink marks reminded me of the way I foolishly grabbed the dagger. If I hadn't, Julian would've been stabbed. I didn't want that. Not after he saved me. I thought I was done for, back then. I thought Jazz would do terrible things to me. She obviously wasn't planning on killing me yet... I would've been a pet, a toy for her every wish. And that seemed more terrible than death.
I swallowed tears back and looked at Julian again. He seemed zoned out, in shock, uncomfortable. I didn't mean to make him uncomfortable, did I? He blinked though, quite a lot, so I suppose he was going to be okay... As I watched him, rather intently if I may add, he suddenly moved to rub his face. The movement was rough, harsh even. It was only because I was watching him, that I saw the pain flash over his face.
Well and then he hissed and bit his lip hard enough to draw blood.
“Julian?” My voice sounded so alien in this deadly silence, it made me feel strange. I stepped closer again and sat down on a chair close to him. Blood peeked up from the wound on his lip, but that could wait. I carefully looked at his hands.
“Did you hurt your hands?” I asked, quieter this time. Again, it just sounded weird to me, these words. Like they didn't belong to me and never wound. Julian looked very pale, almost as pale as Fiyero sometimes did. He stretched his hand onto the closest kitchen counter. So it must be that hand, right? I carefully put my hand over his, our skins barely having any contact at all. My other hand went up to my ear ring, which was a small Lapis Lazuli stud. Magic, free and powerful, swept through my like a wave of energy. It made me shiver. It was such a peculiar feeling, I didn't think I would ever get used to it.
The energy spilled out of my fingertips and travelled through Julian's hand and into his body. I could vaguely see it now, the broken bone in this thumb, the burned patch of skin on his other hand, the cut on his lip...
“The sword the body wounds, sharp words the mind,” I whisper, cursing myself silently. Stupid tic. So I put on a brave smile, not looking at Julian as the magic heals his thumb. It'll be sore as hell, of course. The Lapis Lazuli on my ear ring was small, so the amount of power it gave me was as well. I closed my eyes briefly, getting comfortable with how much they were glowing. I forced more magic to travel through, half-healing his lip. It was still a wound, but it was no longer bleeding.
This was where my magic ran out. I was exhausted. I took my hand off Julian's again and kind of slumped in my seat.
“Life is pain,” I say, my voice stronger despite the fact that I feel absolutely awful. “Anyone who says differently is selling something.” I was alive. I was safe. As was my saviour. I wanted to thank him, for saving me. I wanted to make clear how much it meant to me to know that I wasn't completely alone. Yet, I didn't want to make him uncomfortable.
So I opened my eyes and smiled shakily, forcing myself to actually look into his eyes. I was rubbish with eye contact.
“Would... you like a drink?”
Jaimes Avril Ashley
I feel him growl, the vibrations in his chest shooting through my chest. I'm about to make another smart-ass comment when I feel his teeth sink into my shoulder. Holy sh- Touchy much? Pain shoots through my shoulder and down my arm, that's how hard he bit. Yet, he doesn't step away from me, leaving us pressed closely together. In fact, he just presses closer against me, leaving me to frown slightly.
“Next time you do that, it'll be Bella biting you instead of me,” he hisses softly, the fabric of my shirt still between his teeth. Okay, that's hot. This shit hurts, but he is hot. Not as hot as me, I add mentally. He bites again, softer this time, but it still fucking hurts. Still, I don't make a sound. I have been tortured worse than this. I'm half tempted to ask what game it is he's playing, because the rules are bloody confusing. One minute he's flirting back, then he's trying to teach me how to murder him, and then he's just being a sarcastic sexy little bitch. As I think this, he growls again, leaving me to seriously wonder what the hell his problem is. He tightens his grip on my hands and speaks again.
"There's no way you'll be the one to conquer my heart, I guarantee you. You'll never own it, not even when you're holding it in your hands," he whispers, raising his head. I raise an eyebrow. Now those were interesting words to use. His voice is determined, challenging. I grin slightly. I'm very tempted to tell him 'challenge accepted'. Maybe it's the way he emphasizes that I would never be the one to do that. It was like he was daring me to try and... well, conquer his heart. Just to prove that he was wrong. To prove how easily I would be able to get him to feel things like that.
But that wasn't my job, a stern voice in the back of my head reminded me. I needed to cut out his heart and give it to Scarletta. I needed to get eleven more gems, and then Linda would be returned to me. I needed to focus on that. As much as I would love to play with this guy. I couldn't. For Linda.
My train of thought was broken when the guy decided to kick my ankle. Well, we sure do have a temper, don't we?
"And you're a fool if you think you're not here to hunt. You would've killed me by now if you weren't. You could've just plunged your knife into my back when I was still concentrated on shooting, but you didn't, so don't lie to me. I'm not an idiot. Now shut up and focus, buffoon."
I blink, keeping my eyes on the target, not trying to look at him. All of this was just strange. Yes, he sounded annoyed with my attitude, and that was fine. Yet I could sense underlying emotions. And that made me bloody uncomfortable. So I ignored it. That was good. I ignored it and remained this self-centred, sexy jerk. Because that was who I was. Nothing else.
We stop talking for half a minute as Jack points the bow at the target again. His foot slid between my feet and pushes them apart. It's a lot more gentle than the kicks and the biting. Seriously, my shoulder still hurt from that. He pulls the chord to my cheek. His voice is close to my ear and I can feel his warm breathing, which sends a shiver down my spine. That's just the contrast between his breathing and the cool air around us, though.
“Breathe,” I hear him say, a commanding tone. Well, I do love my dominant guys. Not that they ever manage to dominate me... “And take your time. Feel the tension,” Sexual tension? Nah, not here. Definitively not. Oh, not the kind of tension he meant. Right. “And let go just before it's too much.”
I sighed and decided to just do as the little bastard told me. It couldn't hurt, right? We were both unarmed. He seemed strong, so I suspected we would be evenly matched in hand-to-hand battle. So I focussed on the target and held the chord back. My hand was shaking slightly, which confused me. Why was it shaking? It shouldn't be. I was completely calm, fine, not at all aware of his breathing and his heartbeat against my chest.
Then I let go. The chord left an imprint in my fingertips, and the twig flies a few feet in front of us. It doesn't reach the target, but I didn't expect it to. For God's sakes, it's just a twig.
To be honest, he was right. The bow felt good in my hands, and it would prove a quite effective method of killing Gem Hearts. Not that I would tell him that. I lower the bow, it's making my arms feel heavy.
“Not bad,” I admit with a chuckle. “Still think stabbing would be more effective.” I completely ignore his comment about me hunting him. He was right hough. I could've just stabbed him. I should have just killed him. Stabbed him in the back, have it over and done with. So why didn't I? Why did I suddenly feel the need to play this little game? For fun, I had told myself. But I never did this. And that put my senses on high alert.
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