Ik wil zo graag huilen, even alles er uit laten komen, maar het wil gewoon niet werken, zelfs niet als ik de zieligste liedjes luister, zielige gedichten lees en ga zo maar door
I want tears to roll over my cheeks
To cry for once again
To cry all my fears out
So I can be releaved again at the end
But it looks like I don't have any tears left
Like I excist out nothing else then stone
I feel like an Ice queen
Just so cold
I want to feel relieved again
To know I can let everything go
But somehow I can't
I just can't
I don't know a reason
I don't know why
Did I do something wrong?
Does God wants to punish me?
You may think I'm smart enough to know
But that isn't true
I don't know anything
I haven't experienced enough about it
I feel so weak from the inside
I try too be strong
It's failing
But even then
I can't cry my fears away
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed - One Direction, What Makes You Beautiful