Broken Hearts
Broken Hearts
After many hours of crying and a lot of sleepless nights I have
realised a lot of things. The most important? It gets better.
Simple but true.
Does it ever really go away? No, it won't.
Part of what you feel right now will be there forever
and every time you think about him, hear him, see him.
You'll feel it.
You will however get to the point where it doesn't bother you as much.
The truth is there will be other boys
There will be other boys who will make you shake,
there will be other boys who give you those butterflies
and of course there will be other boys who will hurt you.
Take a step back, put your feelings aside and live.
I loved him so much it was overwhelming, what I felt for him.
I didn’t know what to do with anymore.
I gave everything and got nothing in return
until eventually I had nothing left to give.
Did that stop me? Of course not, I pushed myself to change
so i could give him more of what he needed.
I loved him and maybe it wasn't perfect but nothing is,
in the moment it was good.
Thinking about it now, it was toxic, feels like toxic.
Toxic Toxic Toxic.
It was unhealthy, it was too much.
It kills me how many girls feel the same way and go through the same thing
I wish I could see every single one of you and tell you that it's gonna be okay.
It's not the end of the world.
No he wasn't the one, no he wasn't the love of your life.
We're all looking for this thing called love and when we get it we wish we had never looked.
It hurts, it's heavy and it feels like your whole world has been taken away from you.
I know, but I also know that you will meet other people who will make you feel worthwhile again.
How you feel right now, how sometimes you could cry for hours.
How you can get so frustrated you wanna punch something, or someone.
and how sometimes you just plain out want to scream
all of that is gonna fade. I promise.
Don't change yourself
Don't lose yourself
Don't forget how you feel
and when you're not as happy anymore, don't hold on.
Love is a lot
But it's not enough.
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