Someday One Direction are going to come to an end. Someday when I’ll have children and grandchildren, my grandchildren will read the news and they will say ‘Granny. Who is he?’ Then I’m gonna go in my room and look at my stuff, CDs, I’ll switch them on and tears will begin to flow from my eyes. I’ll look at thousands of magazines, their pictures, that piece of paper, that ticket which brought me so much happiness, I’ll watch their videos, read their books.. I’ll remember of the they when I met them, the day when I saw their eyes, hair, their smiles, heard their voices…. I’ll remember the day when I first heard What Makes You Beautiful. I’ll remember all fights I had with haters, all Directioners who I met over the Internet… I will remember Nando’s, TOMS, Toy Story and Dimples. The first time when I went to their concert…The tears which I wept….I will remember the first time when I watched A Year In The Making, their videos….I felt so close to them….Pride, passion, love, all their learning…. So many memories, so many dreams, so many emotions will come to me while tears will falling. My ears will remember screaming on the concert, my anticipations. I’ll remember that One Direction love me. I’ll remember every sentence, all their mistakes. Then my grandchildren will come and they’ll ask what happened? I will smile and say to them, “These boys were the first boys I have ever loved. They taught me that dreams come true and that distance isn’t problem for love, that friendship is most important, they taught to help people in need, they taught me that all of us are beautiful. How much it hurts me, I’m happy because that man is in heaven and for the first time he is around the angels, like he is and they all are.“ I will look through the window and say: “Goodbye Louis, Harry, Niall, Liam, Zayn. I will always love you and I will never, ever forget you”.
Ik vond dit op Ness' profiel en nu stromen de tranen letterlijk over mijn wangen.
How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.