She's The Only One
She's The Only One
Are you guys blind, don't you see?!
It's all ugly and fat around me
This isn't how I want to be...
With every step I take,
And every breath I breathe
I think of the number on the scale
I count the calories of what I eat.
I run away from emptyness
Of what love and hate left behind
I run away, to hide the brokeness
I run and run, untill I'm a sketeton you'll find.
I'm not one of those girls with only bones
I'm not one of those and never will be
My skin isn't flat, it's cold like stones
And the darkness will be the last I'll ever see
I'm feeling so powerless and alone
I'm feeling like she's the only one I know
Ana's the only one to help me here
to stop the eating, to stop the tears
'Cause she's the only one I do not fear
And her voice is all I want to hear
She's not bad, she helps me with my dream
To be pretty and skinny unlike anything you've seen
Ana's the only friend who didn't left me
And I can't get the way you can't see
I'm a monster, can't handle myself naked, so how will you?
And, the cutting and not eating are the normal things I do
You, my love, will leave me behind, too, someday
And that will be the moment I'll finally sink away
'Cause she's the only one left to hear that;
'I stopped eating' is my last breath.
Reageer (1)
aaaaw... kinda almost made me cry, that last sentence.... wow!
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