Scared - english-

‘Rose, come on, don’t leave me,’ he screamed. I kept on walking, while he was running after me. He didn’t seem to notice I really didn’t want to do this anymore. I felt him grabbing my hand, and I turned around.
‘Let go of my hand,’ I told him.
‘I won’t, just listen to me, Rose.’
‘No!’ I screamed, and I pulled my hand away from his. I tried to run away, but once again he ran after me.
‘Rose, get back here, now,’ he said.
‘Or else?’ I asked, without looking at him. All of a sudden he stood before me. He was holding a knife. When I saw it, I was shocked.
‘You won’t do that to me,’ I told him, ‘you can’t. You love me too much.’
‘I can do whatever I want,’ he said. The tone of his voice made me scared. Really scared.
‘Get back there,’ he said, still holding the knife towards me. I was so scared, I couldn’t think about what I should’ve done. I walked to the place he told me to. When I stood there, he walked towards me. Slowly. It made me even more scared than I was already. What was he going to do to me? Would I get out of here alive? Thousands of questions were wandering through my head.
‘Turn around,’ he said. I did it, very scared of what was going to happen. I thought he would stick the knife through me, kill me, let me bleed to death. Instead he stood behind me. He stood there for minutes. I heard him walking even more towards me. He dropped the knife on a table next to us. I moved my arm a bit, and he grabbed it.
‘Don’t you even dare to.’
He came and stood behind me. He closed his hands around my waist and held me tight. The thing what was going to happen finally got to me.
‘Don’t…’ I started, but he put a hand against my mouth. I wanted to bite it, but I was afraid that he actually would kill me if I did.
‘Oh, yes, I will. You finally understand what I want.’
He pulled me even closer to him, and I could feel it growing. I didn’t want this. I never asked for this. Someone help me, please! Those were my only thoughts. I knew I wouldn’t get away until he was done. Maybe not even then. I waited for him to start the thing he wanted, but he just stood there for a long time. It freaked me out. He finally removed his hand from my mouth.
‘Listen to me, Rose,’ he said, ‘you will do what I want you to do. I will kill you if you don’t do things the way I like you to do them. Have I made myself clear?’
The only thing I could do was nod my head. I couldn’t look at him. But I was scared to death.