We are friends for life, hold that deep inside. Let this be a drive to survive. And just stand high and tall. Make sure you give your all. And if you ever fall, know that I'm right here. We'll always be together, don't you worry. I'll always be by your side, don't you worry. The circle will never end, just know that we'll meet again. And we'll always be together, forever always. I am here. Find me in the sky. Destine with the moon and night. Your heartbeat is disguised as my lullaby. Be happy, and know I'm watching you travel far and wide. Waiting for us to meet again. We'll always be together, don't you worry. I'll always be by your side, don't you worry. The circle will never end, just know that we'll meet again. And we'll always be together, forever, always. I am here. If you need me, yeah, I'm in the wind, look for me friend, I'm in the stars. When you need me, the heaven will send, a message within, straight to your heart. We'll always be together, don't you worry. I'll always be by your side, don't you worry. Never worry 'bout a thing, no, no, no, no, no. The circle will never end, just know that we'll meet again. And we'll always be together, forever, always. I am here.
Zayn POV. 'Yes, but it's okay. She's past time,' I answer. Even though I actually hoped it wasn't over yet. Sky probably could distract me. From the moment I met her I already liked her. Just her glance already made me hold my breath, and the way she looked at me made my heart skip a beat. Maybe Perrie was not the one? Perhaps Liam was right. I didn't feel anymore like I did before, and I'm sure Perrie likes me also less than she did before. Perhaps this wasn't true love.
Zayn POV. 'Are you thinking about her? Perrie?'
Yes. Yes, I am thinking about Perrie.
25 May 2013, 9.11am.
//...'Zayn, we haven't seen each other in a while and everything you give me is a smile? Where is the hug, the intense kiss, the luck in your eyes?'
I hum a bit, actually didn't hear what Perrie asked. I almost wasn't aware of her presence. I just kept my eyes on the television screen. A young couple, maybe one or two years older than I was, married for three years now, got two children. A boy of two years old and a daughter, just born. They're fighting. The dad is never home, the mom is never home, but when they're home, they're fighting. Nobody can carry for the kids. The boy is crying because of his parents, the girl because she's hungry. But the parents keep on fighting. Both the boy as the girl look terribly skinny. Nobody gives a shit. The parents start to scream they're gonna divorce. They're married for only three years! The mom lifts the boy and pushes the baby car, away from the dad. The man is left alone, in the rain. No one who cares for him. A week later he gets fired at his career because he's depressed and suffers from sleep deprivation. He couldn't do his work normal anymore. The mom had to quit her job too because she couldn't carry for the children all alone. She's overstrung and runs to and fro to feed the children, clean the house, et cetera. She can't pay her bills. The divorce cost her so many money, and now she doesn't have gainings only a subvention, she can't pay food for three persons. So she makes sure the children have food but she lets herself starven. At a certain moment the boy runs away from her, the street on to a lake. She lets the baby car go and runs behind him, but the baby car is standing on a hill and rolls down, the street on, where a car clashes against it. The mom isn't aware of that and tries to run through, but she starvened herself so much that she lost all of her energy and falls on the ground, not able to stand up. She sees how the boy jumps over stones in the lake and walks over a stump, but he slips and falls into the water, where he drowns and dies. An old lady had called an ambulance for the mother, but the ambulance was too late. The boy died, the daughter died and the mom died. Two days after the tragedy the father reads in the newspaper that his ex-wife and children died. He had found a new wife whom was quite rich and helped him through his depression, but after reading this he got depressed again, and jumped of the balcony of his new wife's house. A film based on a reallife-story. It was so pathetic I sunk in the movie. Not aware of my surrounding. What a terribly world we live in, was my only thought. Then when the credits were shown, Perrie stood in front of me with her arms crossed. 'Is this how you welcome me?'
Immediately I stood up. 'Perrie! Oh, I'm so sorry. I sunk a bit in the movie, it was so pathetic, it was about-'
'I don't need to know what it was about, I would like some of your love.'
'Of course.' I walked towards her to give her a hug, but she turned away from me.
'No, Zayn, you could've done that earlier.'
'I'm sorry, Perrie, I-'
'Nevermind. It's clear now. You only love me when it suits you. Lately you don't seem very happy to see me. We see each other so less and still you dare to reject me. Maybe it's a good idea if we split up for a while, so you can think about it yourself. Besides, you still didn't give me an answer on the engage question. If you're not ready for it then just say no, but don't leave me in doubts. It gives me the feeling you don't believe that we're meant to be. I'll see if I'm coming back for you, or that I find someone who shows me he loves me.'
'Perrie, I'm just not the person whom shows his love every minute, you should know.'
'You give me the feeling I only annoy you.'
'No, Perrie, you don't. I just...'
'It doesn't matter, Zayn, nevermind. I'll think about it if I want to go on with you or not.' She took her bags and left the house....//
Naomi heeft een boekje over Ierland en daar staan de namen Liam en Niall in.
Liam betekent 'protection' en Niall was een of andere hoge Ierse koning.
Onder Niall staat 'Niamh', super cute! (Die H staat voor Horayne of course )
Jouw naam staat er ook in maar dan wel met een h. Sorcha schrijf je in het Iers en het betekent bright of clear, net zoals Niamh. It's a sign! Haha. (:
Harry, Louis en Zayn stonden er niet in, echt typisch.
Niall POV. I open my eyes slowly and the first thing I see is your beautiful and handsome face. I smile my teeth visable and stroke your cheek softly to greet you in an early morning. You smile with your lips still on each other, and the dimples in your cheeks become visable. Your smile, the most enlightening thing in the world. Your eyes glitter a bit. I almost drown in the tears of your eyes and I'm wondering if these are tears of happiness or because of something else. Though I don't ask for it, knowing you would tell if there would be something wrong.
'Good morning, beautiful,' you whisper softly.
'Good morning, precious,' is my answer.
The dimples in your cheeks become bigger. The sign you smile even more. I place my lips on yours and kiss you tenderly. Of course you don't demonstrate and I enjoy every movement our lips make. Though it couldn't last long enough for me, I quit the kiss and look into your eyes again. The only eyes in the entire world I can fathom perfectly. The only eyes able to influence my own temper. The only eyes I can stare at for so long without getting insecure. My trust is in your hands. You're the only person I'm completely myself with. Even the lads don't know me as well as you do. Even my parents don't. Even my brother doesn't. Maybe even I don't.
LlAM
Gastenboek (323)
Zayn POV.
1 decennium geleden'Yes, but it's okay. She's past time,' I answer. Even though I actually hoped it wasn't over yet. Sky probably could distract me. From the moment I met her I already liked her. Just her glance already made me hold my breath, and the way she looked at me made my heart skip a beat. Maybe Perrie was not the one? Perhaps Liam was right. I didn't feel anymore like I did before, and I'm sure Perrie likes me also less than she did before. Perhaps this wasn't true love.
Zayn POV.
1 decennium geleden'Are you thinking about her? Perrie?'
Yes. Yes, I am thinking about Perrie.
25 May 2013, 9.11am.
//...'Zayn, we haven't seen each other in a while and everything you give me is a smile? Where is the hug, the intense kiss, the luck in your eyes?'
I hum a bit, actually didn't hear what Perrie asked. I almost wasn't aware of her presence. I just kept my eyes on the television screen. A young couple, maybe one or two years older than I was, married for three years now, got two children. A boy of two years old and a daughter, just born. They're fighting. The dad is never home, the mom is never home, but when they're home, they're fighting. Nobody can carry for the kids. The boy is crying because of his parents, the girl because she's hungry. But the parents keep on fighting. Both the boy as the girl look terribly skinny. Nobody gives a shit. The parents start to scream they're gonna divorce. They're married for only three years! The mom lifts the boy and pushes the baby car, away from the dad. The man is left alone, in the rain. No one who cares for him. A week later he gets fired at his career because he's depressed and suffers from sleep deprivation. He couldn't do his work normal anymore. The mom had to quit her job too because she couldn't carry for the children all alone. She's overstrung and runs to and fro to feed the children, clean the house, et cetera. She can't pay her bills. The divorce cost her so many money, and now she doesn't have gainings only a subvention, she can't pay food for three persons. So she makes sure the children have food but she lets herself starven. At a certain moment the boy runs away from her, the street on to a lake. She lets the baby car go and runs behind him, but the baby car is standing on a hill and rolls down, the street on, where a car clashes against it. The mom isn't aware of that and tries to run through, but she starvened herself so much that she lost all of her energy and falls on the ground, not able to stand up. She sees how the boy jumps over stones in the lake and walks over a stump, but he slips and falls into the water, where he drowns and dies. An old lady had called an ambulance for the mother, but the ambulance was too late. The boy died, the daughter died and the mom died. Two days after the tragedy the father reads in the newspaper that his ex-wife and children died. He had found a new wife whom was quite rich and helped him through his depression, but after reading this he got depressed again, and jumped of the balcony of his new wife's house. A film based on a reallife-story. It was so pathetic I sunk in the movie. Not aware of my surrounding. What a terribly world we live in, was my only thought. Then when the credits were shown, Perrie stood in front of me with her arms crossed. 'Is this how you welcome me?'
Immediately I stood up. 'Perrie! Oh, I'm so sorry. I sunk a bit in the movie, it was so pathetic, it was about-'
'I don't need to know what it was about, I would like some of your love.'
'Of course.' I walked towards her to give her a hug, but she turned away from me.
'No, Zayn, you could've done that earlier.'
'I'm sorry, Perrie, I-'
'Nevermind. It's clear now. You only love me when it suits you. Lately you don't seem very happy to see me. We see each other so less and still you dare to reject me. Maybe it's a good idea if we split up for a while, so you can think about it yourself. Besides, you still didn't give me an answer on the engage question. If you're not ready for it then just say no, but don't leave me in doubts. It gives me the feeling you don't believe that we're meant to be. I'll see if I'm coming back for you, or that I find someone who shows me he loves me.'
'Perrie, I'm just not the person whom shows his love every minute, you should know.'
'You give me the feeling I only annoy you.'
'No, Perrie, you don't. I just...'
'It doesn't matter, Zayn, nevermind. I'll think about it if I want to go on with you or not.' She took her bags and left the house....//
Naomi heeft een boekje over Ierland en daar staan de namen Liam en Niall in.
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1 decennium geledenLiam betekent 'protection' en Niall was een of andere hoge Ierse koning.
Onder Niall staat 'Niamh', super cute! (Die H staat voor Horayne of course
Jouw naam staat er ook in maar dan wel met een h. Sorcha schrijf je in het Iers en het betekent bright of clear, net zoals Niamh. It's a sign! Haha. (:
Harry, Louis en Zayn stonden er niet in, echt typisch.
Xx
I love you.
1 decennium geledenNiall POV.
1 decennium geledenI open my eyes slowly and the first thing I see is your beautiful and handsome face. I smile my teeth visable and stroke your cheek softly to greet you in an early morning. You smile with your lips still on each other, and the dimples in your cheeks become visable. Your smile, the most enlightening thing in the world. Your eyes glitter a bit. I almost drown in the tears of your eyes and I'm wondering if these are tears of happiness or because of something else. Though I don't ask for it, knowing you would tell if there would be something wrong.
'Good morning, beautiful,' you whisper softly.
'Good morning, precious,' is my answer.
The dimples in your cheeks become bigger. The sign you smile even more. I place my lips on yours and kiss you tenderly. Of course you don't demonstrate and I enjoy every movement our lips make. Though it couldn't last long enough for me, I quit the kiss and look into your eyes again. The only eyes in the entire world I can fathom perfectly. The only eyes able to influence my own temper. The only eyes I can stare at for so long without getting insecure. My trust is in your hands. You're the only person I'm completely myself with. Even the lads don't know me as well as you do. Even my parents don't. Even my brother doesn't. Maybe even I don't.