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Felicita

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Roman-Catholic - Feminist - Friend - Hipster - Dreamer - Gymnast - Book Lover - Singer - All or Nothing

She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing




Dear you,

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.

I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.

I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.





You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.

Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...


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  • clearbluewater

    No need to apologise love. I know you also have other things to do ;)
    Good you won with hockey! I'm proud of you. And the party was fun, that's great! I think it's actually really great you want to go to school again, cherish the feeling. Make this year smashing. You can do this love.
    Yes, school starts tomorrow and I'm getting really nervous. I don't want to see any of these people, and I definitely don't want to get into the homework rush. And the feeling of failing again. I have to act all happy all day and I'm not ready for that. But, since I've no choice... As I said, my schedule is terrible and I'm not looking forward to working my ass off again. I bet I'll be exhausted every minute of the day, all again. I can't buy sleeping pills though. If I do there are some people who are coming to my house, they said. Although they don't know where it is, haha ;)
    I was good today because I was home alone. That good feeling was until they all came home again. After two minutes there already was a fight and I got crazy. I went upstairs, still there. I'm exhausted though. Didn't sleep until 3.00h this morning. I'm having a headache. I did clean my room to order my head, but it's not helping. Sigh.
    I'm sorry I'm so negative again. I love you.

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    Felicita10 seconden geleden
    OH NO WHAT ARE YOU DOING
    YOU CANT DO THIS
    IM SHOCKED


    Sorry my little Narry lover ):

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    I love you. Never forget.

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    Hi love, how are you?
    Your message was sweet, thank you. Thank you for putting so much effort in your answers, I appreciate it very much.
    Did you succeed thinking in France?
    I love you, xx

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    I love narry
    and your story
    you wrote the story
    so the story is you
    but
    the story is narry
    and you are the story
    so you are narry
    my little narry
    i love you narry <3

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