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Roman-Catholic - Feminist - Friend - Hipster - Dreamer - Gymnast - Book Lover - Singer - All or Nothing

She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing




Dear you,

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.

I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.

I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.





You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.

Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...


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  • BlueJays

    Oké, heel erg bedankt dat je dat laat weten! Het kan zijn dat er meer mensen zijn die dat gedaan hebben en ik heb daar ook helemaal geen problemen mee (ik ken het probleem zelf namelijk ook, ik had ontzettend veel berichten toen ik terug kwam van vakantie), maar ik vind het wel erg prettig dat je het meld, want anders ga ik me zorgen maken, haha ^^
    Het is ook niet zo dat ik mensen wil verplichten hun abo te houden of zo. Ik kan er alleen niet tegen als ik niet weet wat de reden is ^^

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  • clearbluewater



    This. Just. This.

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  • clearbluewater

    Now I feel really guilty because you are hurting because of me. When I read your message I hugged my pillow with a smile on my face. It is really sweet. Thank you. You know what it is, I know you care, and there are some more here, but the people currently around me don't show any sign of interest or care. I can't understand that I am -probably- hiding it all so much nobody -wants to- see(s) what is up with me sometimes. That's what hurts me too. But then I think about you, and Peperoni and Niallerslove, and I smile because I know you care, although you have never seen me. You don't judge, and that's great. But please, don't worry too much and don't feel guilty because you are going on holiday. I will be okay. I promise I won't do anything stupid. I love you so much more than normal people <3

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  • clearbluewater

    Alright. I'm going to answer your questions. I'm so sorry to let you wait.
    I think I would like my life to be like the book An Abundance Of Katherines by John Green. It's the book I remember very well, because I was laughing so hard while reading it. The guy who is the protagonist has had some heartbreaks -well, he was dumped 19 times by girl called Katherine- but I would like to let that part away. He goes travelling after the nineteenth time he was dumped and he brings his best friend. They take a car and just go somewhere. They end up in the house of a girl with her mother, and they have a great adventure which also has to do with the factory the mom runs (a factory of tampon-strings). Yes, that was a thing which made me laugh. Also, the guy is very good at anagramming words, it's incredible.
    I want my children to look like me and my husband -how obvious. But I hope they will be very ambitious and strong. I will always believe in them and support them and let them feel loved, so they will be confident. I hope I get this cute little blonde girl, and a ginger boy. I love redheads. Really. They would have blue or green eyes, very light versions of the colours.
    FRUIT. I LOVE FRUIT.

    So, uhm. Have you ever wanted to be a model? (I am watching ANTM)
    What is your favourite food in the world?
    When you were younger, what did you say you wanted to be when you'd be growing up?

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  • clearbluewater

    I am so sorry I disappoint you.

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