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Felicita

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Roman-Catholic - Feminist - Friend - Hipster - Dreamer - Gymnast - Book Lover - Singer - All or Nothing

She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing




Dear you,

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.

I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.

I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.





You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.

Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...


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  • clearbluewater

    I'm so happy you feel good. I was longing to hear from you.
    Yeah, those boys are stupid. They always do that on my FB statuses. I'm not really talking much to them anymore, but they keep doing that. They live in Didam, almost in Germany. I haven't seen them for a long time. They make me feel miserable often..soo..
    But the tournament was fun! The first match - single - I lost, but the women's double after that me and my partner won, and we were actually playing really good and concentrated. So after 5 hours waiting again we played the last poule women's double, but we lost that one in three sets. That wasn't that great, because we really worked hard and did our best. But we had played good, so that soothes it a bit.
    You know, I don't think these people will actually bring alcohol, they always say those things but nobody does. And if they do, they will probably get caught and they will have a huge problem. Or, at least that's how it goes at my school. They bring beer without alcohol though, ahahha.
    I love you sweetie <3

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    I WANT IT TO BE FRIDAY ALREADY
    BC THAT MEANS
    THAT ILL PROBABLY MEET YOU ON SATURDAYS
    BC THATS EASIER
    BC I WILL GO WITH MY SISTER ON FRIDAY
    SO IF ILL MEET YOU THEN ITLL BE AWKWARD
    IDGAF I LOVE YOU YAY

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    MY VOICE IS HORRIBLE OKAY
    AND I AM SMALL TOO
    I AM LIKE, 1;61 OR SOMETHING HAHAHA
    SO YEAH M THE SMALLEST
    I CANT WAIT
    I AM SO EXCITED
    YAY

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    HOW ABOUT WE BOTH GO TO A PLACE THAT'S EASY TO FIND
    HAVE YOU GOT 3G ON YOUR PHONE?
    WE CAN WHATSAPP THEN RIGHT
    SO WE WILL BE ABLE TO FIND EACHOTHER
    THAT'D BE AMAZING
    BC I'D LOVE TO MEET YOU
    I WARN YOU FOR MY VOICE
    BC IT'S AWFUL
    YAY
    OUR CONVO'S MAKE ME HAPPY TOO
    I LOVE YOUUU

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    You know, all the messages from Niallerslove and you in capital letters I read like screaming in my head, haha. Just needed to say that ;) How are you?
    I miss you too, exactly what you wrote, and yes, I do have whatsapp again! Yay!
    I had a tournament yesterday, so now the muscles in my stomach hurt hahah. I can't laugh.
    Today I got out of bed at 11 and I just finished my homework. It was a lot, and it was the first time since a year I actually did make my homework, and I did it myself. So I'm proud :)
    And I don't know if you should worry. I can't say no, can't say yes either. I will be fine I guess. I survived the first school week...
    I love you! X

    1 decennium geleden

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