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Roman-Catholic - Feminist - Friend - Hipster - Dreamer - Gymnast - Book Lover - Singer - All or Nothing

She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing




Dear you,

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.

I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.

I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.





You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.

Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...


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  • clearbluewater

    I know what you mean. I feel like that too, actually. And although you say you don't want me to answer, I still do. Just know you are not egoistic at all. You shouldn't feel like that. Don't feel guilty over how you feel. Seriously, please do not. It doesn't matter who has it worse than the other. It matters how people feel. Every single person should feel well and appreciated. I just want you to feel good. I'm asking you to talk to me, wherever it may be, when you feel like crying or when you are thinking too much. When you feel like you become sad. You don't have to talk to me, but please don't let yourself think too much. It makes you crazy. I don't say I'm a genius and that I can immediately help you, but I want to distract you if you need it. Although I am bad at it. Talk to me anytime, if you want.
    I love you, please take care of yourself my dear.

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    Why aren't you great...? Please tell me.
    I'm not. I'm sorry but this is a copy of what I just wrote....I just feel so damn alone every single day and at this very moment it's just like I am the only person in this world and nobody gives a shit about me. I swear, nobody would even notice if I would disappear right now. I want to cry so hard but I just can't. I hate myself. All I can do is fucking complain about everything all day. Everything I say is negative. All I want to do is sleep. Be away. I just don't know anymore what to do. I fuck everything up. I'm sorry I send this. I already regret writing it now and I probably will regret it even more if I hit the 'send' button. I don't know if I will even send it. I just want to go away...

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    Hey, I hope hockey practise was good! And drinking tea at school, better! Last year I was 'leerlingmentor' and sometimes I could go into the teachers' room to get coffee, that was good. I hope you feel good. I love you, please never ever forget that. X

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    ONLY THREE DAYS LEEEEEEEEEEEEEFT
    I HOPE IT WONT RAIN
    BC RAIN WILL RUIN IT
    I WILL STILL GO THOUGH
    ILL PROBABLY BE THERE SATURDAY AROUND 8ISH
    BECAUSE WELL LEAVE AROUND 12
    BECAUSE
    THEY SAY THE LAST ACT WILL BE THERE AROUND 11
    AND AT 12 THERE WONT BE ANY MUSIC ANYMORE
    I DONT KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE
    BUT
    I WILL BE THERE FROM 8-12 PROBABLY
    YAY
    I CANNOT WAIT
    WOEHOEE

    I love you too my little-sexy-furby-Narry-lover <3

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    YOU MADE ME SMILE I LOVE YOU
    How are you?
    Today it took me 4 hours to finally wake up, at school. At the moment I should probably be making homework, but I just got home (16.40) and I had dinner and now I doooon't want to do homework.
    Tomorrow my mom will go to Texel until saturday evening, so that's a good thing I guess. I can do what I want, and I am just at home with my brother. My sister will be at my grandparents' house.
    Further on I just have a headache, and my bones in my upper body hurt (is that possible?) but I feel okay besides that. No sadness, for now, which is good! :)
    I love you sweetheart, thank you <3

    1 decennium geleden

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