Benhead schreef:
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Them damn insecurities and I just realised that I'm desperate for contact with my crush but why would he like me back I'm a fucking disaster/disappointment/mess and he's too sweet. Goddamn it even hurts when I see or think about him.
You? A disaster? A disappointment? A mess? I'm sorry but what? Honey, no. You are none of that. You are so wonderful, beautiful, amazing and what else? He is one lucky son of a -- to have someone as amazing as you have crushing over him. If he can't see how priceless you are, he's not worth it. You are sooo much better than you think you are, people made me realise that today, too. Please smile, because a smile fits you just wonderful.
and he may fall for that smile, you never know
Inner peace, it's hard to find.