You Never Knew
But you never knew of the nights
I spent on crying for my own blood.
And you never knew the fights,
And you never knew I shot
Holes through everything I loved.
And you’ll never know the sickness
I felt with my skin cut open to the flesh.
And you’ll never know the fear I had,
To collapse, while I already did
Fall apart.
And you never knew the screams,
And my head against the wall.
You will never know the maze
I couldn’t leave, afraid to fall,
While I was already falling.
And you never know,
Cause while I’m dying
I’m texting you I’m fine.
And you believe me.
But you shouldn’t believe what they say.
And this way
Nobody will ever know me.
But you never knew of the nights
I spent on crying for my own blood.
And you never knew the fights,
And you never knew I shot
Holes through everything I loved.
And you’ll never know the sickness
I felt with my skin cut open to the flesh.
And you’ll never know the fear I had,
To collapse, while I already did
Fall apart.
And you never knew the screams,
And my head against the wall.
You will never know the maze
I couldn’t leave, afraid to fall,
While I was already falling.
And you never know,
Cause while I’m dying
I’m texting you I’m fine.
And you believe me.
But you shouldn’t believe what they say.
And this way
Nobody will ever know me.
We dwaalden en verdwaalden en noemden sterren naar onszelf.