Mixed Feelings

Is it so wrong?
Yes, it is.
No, it isn't.
I don't know.
I want you to know,
I'm in love with you, for a long time.
But you don't love me, don't you?
I hate this, all these mixed feelings.
I can't love you.
You see all of this as a game.
With me as a player.
But i don't.
I can't love you.
Every thing you said to me.
I feel, yeah, I don't know how to say.
It feels like magic.
But then i read it again, after all this shit.
I have to cry. It's so bad.
I want you to want me this way
I need you, you're perfect.
Please don't let me go.
Show me what you feel.
And maybe it's bad.
But please, let me love you