Insanity

I'm okay, look, I'm smiling
I wont kill myself tonight, because I'm smiling
I don't care about the blood because I'm smiling
you won't respond, okay, I'm smiling

I'm smiling because I lost my best friend
I'm smiling because I'm a walking corpse
I'm smiling because you'll kill me from within
I'm smiling through my tears

damn my cheeks hurt from smiling
or do they because of my tears?
hahaha. I'm laughing
hahaha, I'm scared

do you think I'm crazy?
yeah, you probably do
I can't control my feelings
so I'm sming through my fears