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• LlAM

  When I open my eyes again, I actually feel how hungry I am. I just realise how weak I am. My arm complains, my back complains, my stomach complains, my heart complains. I have even an head ache. When I open my eyes and see you, I can't -onderdrukken- a smile. When I see you, I remember what happend again. I can't get it out of my head. Harry -heeft even afgedaan, ondanks- I know you kissed him. But he awnsered! What a friend is he?! He awnsered! Poor Louis... and I was really angry at him too, without any reason. I ignore Harry's textmessages and stand up to go to the kitchen. ''Do you want to make pizza with me?'' I ask with a sleepy voice. I see how you startle and I chuckle softly. You nod carefully and follow me to the kitchen.

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• LlAM

  ''I had a bit of sleep,'' I mumble and you see strict at me. ''Please get some sleep, for me?'' You say softly. My heart is sad when you ask something like that. I want to be so mad at you, but my longing to touch you and the feeling that I miss you so badly, win.
  ''I just watched you all night,'' I mumble. A cute, little smile lights up your face. When you stroke my face I come back to earth. ''Please?'' You ask again. I nod and close my eyes. I feel how tired I am and I feel how you lay your head a bit closer. I open my eyes again and you look inguilty. You stroke my face and I feel how my skin warms up. You lay your head really unsure on my chest and the only thing I do is relieved sighting. I pull my good arm around you and fall asleep.
  
  Hahaha, ik zag het. Zalig :')

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• LlAM

  What ya doing? (:
  Haha.

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• LlAM

  We're singing in the middle of the night. A stupid song that describes my feelings perfectly. You àre the only one I want.
  I bet Zayn isn't coming anymore. I check my phone an see a lot of messages from my mother, my sisters, a lot of my sisters. Asking if I'm okay. Even an unknown phonenumber.
  'I thought Niam was real, what about Narry now?' No number, no name, no ps. I just ignore it and stare at my tv. It still plays a silly serie but I really don't care about it. Another commercial about how happy these people are. I sigh and lay my hand on the -klink- of the door. I let my hand fall because my angry comes back. I just can't admit or realise it you kissed him. My tears don't roll anymore, just... emptiness. The word I know, think, feel.

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• LlAM

  Evening.
  A full day now without food, drinks, friends and... you. The tv is on, but just because I want to hear something around me so I don't have to think. Suddenly I get a call: Zayn. I'm doubting about the fact that I should take it or not. I sigh and awnser it.
  ''Hi mate,'' he says friendly. I just hum and say. ''Hi.'' - ''How are you now?'' he asks carefully. ''My boyfriend kissed with another boy and refuses to eat now because I don't eat.'' I mumble. ''You don't know what to say.'' I say. He hums softly bud starts talking. ''Niall really regrets, he just didn't think. You know our little Nialler, he just wants to do the best but didn't think about the consequences.'' I realise it's true. ''But it's still unacceptable.'' I reply. He hums. ''Do I need to come over?'' He asks. ''If you want to cross Niall, go ahead.''
  I hear him sighting. ''Okay, yes or no?''
  ''Do what you want,'' I mumble and puts the phone down. I watch at the screen and see a happy couple. ''Wauw.'' I mumble and just stare. Again.
  I go standing against the door and wants to feel the warmth of your body. I stroke the door. Good job Liam.
  
  (Ja! Echt goed, heb het net gelezen. Lekker speels, hahaha!)

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