Rivendell
Rivendell
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Upsetting people I care about..
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lijst
"There is too much to escape from.
But nowhere to escape to."
~ I want to live again. Not in this half-life. I want to be really alive. I want to feel my heart pumping in my chest again. I want to feel my blood moving through me - Hot, and salt, and real. It's weird, you don't think you can feel it, the blood, but believe me, when it stops flowing, you'll know. ~
Corsara del Cuore
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room?
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Hee, how are you?
1 decennium geledenOh, dear. I feel so bad for you... For your roommate as well, but more so for you...
1 decennium geledenAwesome! c: Oh, that's nice! I've never been to Sicily before. I've been to Tuscany, though. That was lovely c:
I get that. You know, you're probably one of the strongest people I know. If I were in your shoes, I'd be a crying, blubbering mess all the time. This probably sounds a bit weird, but I'm proud of you for being so strong.
Yes, I do. You're my friend, too and I want to do this, so I'm going to do this. So, what kind of story do you want? c:
Aw, thank you so much c: I really appreciate it! Especially since it's coming from you c:
Today is kind of a good day, even though I was at home all day. I'm going to Utrecht with Jennie tomorrow -- she moved there last summer -- and we're going to a games night or something at her friend's. There's going to be other friends of hers as well, whom I've never met, but I'm sure it'll be fun c: I hope I won't be too awkward, haha. Also, I've just talked with some of my friends about going lasergaming sometime. Lasergaming is so much fun and I'd love to do it with all of them c: I've really missed them, since we're not in the same class anymore.
I love you.
I know. I just don't know how. I hope I'll figure that out eventually. With help of my therapist, if needed.
1 decennium geledenI'm glad you had fun, you deserve it. I'm sad you still have nightmares, though. I wish I could take them away from you, but sadly, I can't.
I'm going to England for three weeks this summer holiday, and I've been looking forward to it for months! It's going to be my first time there and I'm so excited! Too bad we're not visiting London, though. I'm going to convince my mum to take citytrip in the autumn holiday, because I need to go to London c:
Haha, me too! The beginnings are always the hardest... If I could just plug a cable into my brains and the other end in my laptop, so it would download every idea it got onto it, it would be so much easier.
I understand that it's hard. I'm so terribly sorry about your sister... But I don't think she would want you to be sad forever. She would've wanted you to mourn her, sure, but she would want you to go on with your life after a while. Not to forget her, of course, but to be able to live without her. To learn how to have fun again. I hope you will figure that out soon. You really do deserve it.
I could. I'm going to send Iris -- a tumblr friend of mine -- a story for her birthday. Her birthday's somewhere in June and I'm writing a 'How Iris and Pauline's lifes should've been' story, where we're going to Hogwarts in the Marauders era, haha c: It's fun, but kind of hard as well. I'm sure I won't finish it before then, but my goal is to at least have 5000 words -- so that's about one chapter -- or something, so she'll have something to read c:
I thought about writing you something as well, since that's the only thing I think I'm good at. I thought maybe a short Dramione story or something? What would you want?
I love you.
ps. Could you check this out? I'd like to know what you think of this side-'story' c:
Ik merk dat wel op ja haha.
1 decennium geledenJa ik ga wel slagen
Ahh dat is jammer
1 decennium geledenAch ja, positief blijven inderdaad (:
Ja goed, wel examenstress haha