Novilunium
Novilunium
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Novilunium ▸ the new moon
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I just really wanted to sleep.
What was the expression again? Bone deep? Something very thoroughly or deeply felt. It didn’t quite do justice to what I felt while regaining some of my senses, at least enough to state I was aware of certain things, like the ache ruling every muscle making up my body, or the way warmth was slowly seeping back into my limbs, or the fact that ‘bone deep’ did not really do justice to the exhaustion weighing down on me, now did it? Marrow deep, soul deep, essence deep; like I had been built from it and so would never be able to shake it. I knew I would, had proven I could, had done it before. Too many times I had and still there was that stupidly naive hope this would be the last time I’d have to fight it. Almost never alone though. Yes, I was growing aware of certain things. Someone's body heat bleeding through layers of clothes to soak into icy skin, a steady heartbeat to focus on, sure fingers massaging my scalp and mussing up an undoubtedly tangled mop of hair as they tried to soothe. Maybe it was because I was still so out of it or maybe it was because he wasn’t done torturing me yet, but for a fraction of time I could swear it was forest and oil and metal I smelled instead of sage and rosemary and so many other herbs it blocked out all else---for a fraction of time I could recall exactly that hum in my chest I hadn’t felt for months now. A fraction of time and it was gone and that hum hadn’t been there at all and there was no forest or oil or metal and there was no moon. There was no moon. I just really wanted to sleep. |
Marrow deep, soul deep, essence deep
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Ow ja, doe maar rustig aan hoor!!
7 jaar geledenHeheheh, al heb ik er overigens zoveel zin in omdat jullie allebei zo superleuk schrijven ^^
Oeh, niceeeee! Ikzelf lig nog 'ziekig' thuis dus ik hoef niet naar school. Anders zou ik om 6 uur al mijn nest uit moeten -_-
En dan ook nog eens heerlijk in de kou 10 km naar school ~verzwelgt zichzelf for a moment in zelfmedelijden~
Of heel erg spottend "u", dat kan ook nog.
en ze houdt ook niet van bevelen opvolgen, dus dat wordt nog wat.
7 jaar geledenLeia is niet snel geintimideerd tho
Oké, je reacties zijn soms gewoon echt geniaal... Whahahaa
7 jaar geleden*gluurt naar Praattopic van Satan's Waiting*
Ah top! Ik ga vandaag posten! Sorry dat het zo lang heeft geduurt :c
7 jaar geledenHi.
7 jaar geledenIk had al in het praattopic aangegeven asap te gaan reageren. Ik had over de post heen gelezen van degene waarmee ik in gesprek was en daarnaast heb ik het momenteel wat drukker -- het kan daarom nog vaker voorkomen dat ik wat later/trager reageer. (: