Malikx

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• Chasing1D

  Hi most beautiful, precious person
  
  No, not everything.. Well, I don't like all of them but it's not the main reason..
  Nu is het echt fysiek xoxo
  
  

  And you don't have to change anything about yourself your perfect. I love you cause your you. Not because you pretend to be someone else. No you're you and that important.

  
  
  I'm not perfect. But if I am, then you're perfect too.
  The same counts for you.. I love you for you, being you.
  You're different than everyone else.. And you're seeing that in a negative way. While it isn't negative. You're unique.. And that's so amazing <3
  
  

  It's good to hear your okay. Once your gonna be happy and tell the word that you made it. And then I will be there to support you and to be happy for you. Cause I know darling your gonna make it someday. Don't even try to change something about yourself.

  
  
  You don't wanna know how hard I cried because of this.
  Yes, if that happens and even when it doesn't.. You're gonna be right next to me.
  But I know, that you'll make it someday. Not in the same thing as I do, because I don't think we dream of the same thing. But no matter what you'll be doing, I'll be damn proud of you.
  Like you say, don't try to change something about yourself.
  You're perfect just the way you are.
  It sounds cliché, but it's true.
  
  You're not fat babe. It hurts so much that you think that about yourself.
  But if you decide to lose weight.. do it in the good way.
  Sport & eating healthy.. Not eating less, because your stomach can get smaller because of that & that means you can get anorexia.
  But you seriously don't have to change a single thing about yourself.
  Really..
  
  You don't have to change your character! o: X
  That's the most beautiful thing about you.
  DON'T YOU DARE TO CHANGE THAT! Don't even try..
  
  You know.. Many ppl don't like me too, but I'm not gonna change myself.
  You're so amazing & I don't get why ppl don't like you but the truth is..
  There's always gonna be ppl that won't like you.
  But I like you, your friends like, your parents like you, my parents like you.
  That's the most important.. No, I'm wrong.
  You have to start liking yourself.. because you have no idea what you're missing..
  
  I don't like make-up too.. And that's the way of the fact where we have to say 'fuck you'.
  I can't wear it, but even if I could, I still wouldn't..
  Natural is the best way..
  A smile is the best make-up a girl can wear..
  But we're gonna have to work about to get a real one, instead of a fake..
  
  See you like those things..
  Why would you start doing stuff, changing yourself.. for making others happy.. Making ppl like you..
  I can tell you.. Garanty you.. that you'll be even more unhappy, then you're now..
  
  Yes, you need to get confidence.. And we're gonna work on that. I promise you.
  That's not something you get in one two three.. Okay. I know that.
  We're gonna work on that. Because I think that's the biggest reason why you can't climb up.
  You don't believe in yourself, you don't like yourself, you think you're not worth it.
  But I'm gonna prove you wrong, because you are.
  You're one of the most amazing ppl in the world and I can't stand, seeing you like this.
  
  I love you.
  Ppl do love you.
  But you're the one, who doesn't loves 'Femke'. Am I right?
  
  You deserve that. You deserve to be happy and you have no idea how hard it hurts you think that way about yourself.
  
  Me too.. That album is so perfect. It's indeed so much more mature!
  Trough The Dark is.. I like all the songs, they're all my favorites but if I really need to chose.. It gets me everytime.. I cry every single time. It's so perfect.
  
  I love you <3
  
  Thank you.
  But same for you, again. Take also the time you need.
  <3

  1 decennium geleden
• Chasing1D

  Hi my love
  
  I don't know what to tell you because..
  I'm just ill again. My head always feels hot and my mum thinks that I've got -koorts- but the thermometer always says I don't.. Although my mum says I have -koorts- if I have 37 but ofcourse the doctor says I don't.. Well I haven't been to the doctor yet, because we though it was just cuz I'm really tired because last week was just too much..
  I don't know what to.. I mean.. Ik voel mij 'stabiel', let's say but I don't know..
  I'm always getting ill again and although my class doesn't says a lot to it, I know they talk about it..
  They used to give bad comments because I was so much ill and it isn't my own fault.
  Everything in my life.. there's so much that I wanna change about my life, but I can't.. Getting comments on it, actually only makes it worser..
  
  But I don't feel mentally going back to a breakdown. Not that. I feel 'okay'. Not happy, not sad. Just 'okay.'
  
  What about you? I feel that you don't tell me everything..
  What's so wrong honey, that you can't pull yourself back up and climb over the mountain? What's so wrong..?
  
  Those 5 lads never fail to make me smile, so I understand what you're talking about.
  I can't imagine my life anymore without them and I'm sure you can't either..
  
  I miss you also so so so damn much..
  I liked that Friday evening and I know we should do that more often -meeting up even if it's not vacation-
  It was really fun because I never did that..
  I never met up with ppl when it wasn't vacation..
  
  The last 2 weeks let's say, I feel like I didn't had time enough for myself.. Because of homework & stuff..
  I'm sorry if I couldn't make any time for you then. Because you don't deserve the moments that I don't give you enough attention.. I'm so sorry for that Pooh..
  
  <3

  1 decennium geleden
• Chasing1D

  Hello!
  
  I guess so aha! :c
  What are you doing? (: x
  
  I'm gonna work for school I guess.. Lots of work to do :c
  
  I love you <3

  1 decennium geleden
• Chasing1D

  Hiiii!
  
  I'm fine &
  It was quitte.. fun actually.. Although I heard some1 of my class saying my full name when I was walking to the bus, after school.. And she wasn't talking to me but okay.. Doesn't matters. :c
  I miss you too ;c
  
  

  

  1 decennium geleden
• Niallerslove

  Haha (:

  1 decennium geleden