We are friends for life, hold that deep inside. Let this be a drive to survive. And just stand high and tall. Make sure you give your all. And if you ever fall, know that I'm right here. We'll always be together, don't you worry. I'll always be by your side, don't you worry. The circle will never end, just know that we'll meet again. And we'll always be together, forever always. I am here. Find me in the sky. Destine with the moon and night. Your heartbeat is disguised as my lullaby. Be happy, and know I'm watching you travel far and wide. Waiting for us to meet again. We'll always be together, don't you worry. I'll always be by your side, don't you worry. The circle will never end, just know that we'll meet again. And we'll always be together, forever, always. I am here. If you need me, yeah, I'm in the wind, look for me friend, I'm in the stars. When you need me, the heaven will send, a message within, straight to your heart. We'll always be together, don't you worry. I'll always be by your side, don't you worry. Never worry 'bout a thing, no, no, no, no, no. The circle will never end, just know that we'll meet again. And we'll always be together, forever, always. I am here.
Als ik nu eens wist of het een brief of een sms is... Als het een brief is dan krijgt hij die in ieder geval niet aan, dus ik ga er maar vanuit dat het een sms is en anders kun je dit bericht gewoon negeren want dan klopt het niet.
Louis POV. It hurts me so much to read these words. Of course I care for you, Harry. Of course I do. You're not only my best friend, you are more. That's what goes through my mind right now. I love him. I really do. I don't know what it is with Niall. He's just... cute and adorable and nice and... Stop it, Louis. But Harry is too. Only on a different way. Every touch Harry gives me is just perfect, so wonderful. I don't want to miss that. When I'm alone with him everything's okay. Then I love him with all my heart and I can't imagine something better than the love we have. Untill I'm in the same room with Niam. Every sweet touch Niall gives him or vice versa just kills me inside. It makes me so angry sometimes. And then I pull my wide mouth open and insult one of the two. Usually Niall, the one I adore, just as much as Harry. I can only hurt the people I love. But Niall's words hurt me too. He has been so clear to me. He doesn't love me back. He probably doesn't even care I love him. He just wants me to stop loving him. To go back to Harry. And I want that too. I want to forget about Niall and be in Harry's arms right now. Be the one I'm supposed to be. Not becoming more and more imperfect. I'm making exactly the same mistake as my father did. Falling in love with another person. Only the difference is that my father really cheated. My mother caught him kissing with another woman. Then he lost both of them. I was so angry at him in that time, even though I was just a toddler. I still am angry. He left my mother alone. But the dick he was then, I am now. How can I love two hearts? Probably because I have none and there need to be two hearts in a relationship, hmpf. Without actually knowing what to do, I let my crutches fall. I was standing on a brink, at the station. Now I am lying on the rails of a train, waiting for the train to drive over me. The train comes closer, and closer, and closer. The rails vibrate heavily. The tension increases more and more. My heart starts to beat faster. But then the train stops, just a few metre away from me. I watch how people are getting in the train. People are yelling at me, but I don't hear a word from what they say. I only hear my own common sense. It asks me how I could be so stupid, why I let myself fall? I shouldn't end my own life. No, I have to safe my boyfriend's life. The one I love. The only one I love. The only one I'm gonna love 'till the very end. Someone who got me off the rails, asks me if I'm okay. I answer I am, but that I'm a bit shocked because I just fell and I couldn't reach my crutches. It was true, right? I just fell. I wasn't aware of what I was doing. I just fell forwards, per coincidence on the rails. I tell him I need the train to the airport, and then I go. To the airport. To Norway. Saving my soulmate.
Niall POV. As I open my eyes, and he first thing I see is you. I smile brightly and kiss your nose. 'Hi, precious.'
You smile back and say: 'Hello, darling.'
I stroke your cheek carefully with the back of my forefinger. Then I take my phone and see I have a text, of Louis. Hey, I'm sorry about.. everything. I shouldn't have bothered you with it. It's all my fault that Harry left, that we clashed and stuff. I won't bother you any longer. I'll be gone by now. Don't search for me. I'll come back when I think it's worth it. I'm sorry. I understand you love Liam and that's okay. But if I have to live without Harry and see you kissing with Liam all the time and stuff, than I rather have no life. I'll do some last attempts to find Harry and otherwise.. I'm pretty sure I won't come back. Xx
Louis POV. At the plaza I drew some lines on the ground with paint to help the fans form the letters Niall wanted them to. I also bought some heart shaped balloons which I would fill with helium and give each fan. I thought it was a brilliant idea, and I hoped Niall would appreciate it. Afterwards I gave Harry a huge kiss on his sleep. 'I love you, boo.'
Louis POV. I was scrolling a bit through twitter and answered some tweets. Then I saw Niall's tweet. I ran upstairs and yelled: 'Harry, Harry, Niam is five months together and Niall called for the ultimate surprise! Or actually he asked the fans, but, we gotta go to the -plaza-, I have an idea!'
'Shouldn't we first appoint that with Niall?' Harry asked a bit uncertain.
'No, come on, let's go!'
I'm sorry, I tried to make my homework for the rest of the week. Zodat ik je later meer zou kunnen spreken. + ik was nogal inspiratieloos.
Ik ga proberen nog een Zayn POV of zo te schrijven.
LlAM
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1 decennium geledenAls ik nu eens wist of het een brief of een sms is... Als het een brief is dan krijgt hij die in ieder geval niet aan, dus ik ga er maar vanuit dat het een sms is en anders kun je dit bericht gewoon negeren want dan klopt het niet.Louis POV.
It hurts me so much to read these words. Of course I care for you, Harry. Of course I do. You're not only my best friend, you are more. That's what goes through my mind right now. I love him. I really do. I don't know what it is with Niall. He's just... cute and adorable and nice and... Stop it, Louis. But Harry is too. Only on a different way. Every touch Harry gives me is just perfect, so wonderful. I don't want to miss that. When I'm alone with him everything's okay. Then I love him with all my heart and I can't imagine something better than the love we have. Untill I'm in the same room with Niam. Every sweet touch Niall gives him or vice versa just kills me inside. It makes me so angry sometimes. And then I pull my wide mouth open and insult one of the two. Usually Niall, the one I adore, just as much as Harry. I can only hurt the people I love. But Niall's words hurt me too. He has been so clear to me. He doesn't love me back. He probably doesn't even care I love him. He just wants me to stop loving him. To go back to Harry. And I want that too. I want to forget about Niall and be in Harry's arms right now. Be the one I'm supposed to be. Not becoming more and more imperfect. I'm making exactly the same mistake as my father did. Falling in love with another person. Only the difference is that my father really cheated. My mother caught him kissing with another woman. Then he lost both of them. I was so angry at him in that time, even though I was just a toddler. I still am angry. He left my mother alone. But the dick he was then, I am now. How can I love two hearts? Probably because I have none and there need to be two hearts in a relationship, hmpf. Without actually knowing what to do, I let my crutches fall. I was standing on a brink, at the station. Now I am lying on the rails of a train, waiting for the train to drive over me. The train comes closer, and closer, and closer. The rails vibrate heavily. The tension increases more and more. My heart starts to beat faster. But then the train stops, just a few metre away from me. I watch how people are getting in the train. People are yelling at me, but I don't hear a word from what they say. I only hear my own common sense. It asks me how I could be so stupid, why I let myself fall? I shouldn't end my own life. No, I have to safe my boyfriend's life. The one I love. The only one I love. The only one I'm gonna love 'till the very end. Someone who got me off the rails, asks me if I'm okay. I answer I am, but that I'm a bit shocked because I just fell and I couldn't reach my crutches. It was true, right? I just fell. I wasn't aware of what I was doing. I just fell forwards, per coincidence on the rails. I tell him I need the train to the airport, and then I go. To the airport. To Norway. Saving my soulmate.
Niall POV.
1 decennium geledenAs I open my eyes, and he first thing I see is you. I smile brightly and kiss your nose. 'Hi, precious.'
You smile back and say: 'Hello, darling.'
I stroke your cheek carefully with the back of my forefinger. Then I take my phone and see I have a text, of Louis.
Hey, I'm sorry about.. everything. I shouldn't have bothered you with it. It's all my fault that Harry left, that we clashed and stuff. I won't bother you any longer. I'll be gone by now. Don't search for me. I'll come back when I think it's worth it. I'm sorry. I understand you love Liam and that's okay. But if I have to live without Harry and see you kissing with Liam all the time and stuff, than I rather have no life. I'll do some last attempts to find Harry and otherwise.. I'm pretty sure I won't come back. Xx
Louis POV.
1 decennium geledenAt the plaza I drew some lines on the ground with paint to help the fans form the letters Niall wanted them to. I also bought some heart shaped balloons which I would fill with helium and give each fan. I thought it was a brilliant idea, and I hoped Niall would appreciate it. Afterwards I gave Harry a huge kiss on his sleep. 'I love you, boo.'
Louis POV.
1 decennium geledenI was scrolling a bit through twitter and answered some tweets. Then I saw Niall's tweet. I ran upstairs and yelled: 'Harry, Harry, Niam is five months together and Niall called for the ultimate surprise! Or actually he asked the fans, but, we gotta go to the -plaza-, I have an idea!'
'Shouldn't we first appoint that with Niall?' Harry asked a bit uncertain.
'No, come on, let's go!'
I'm sorry, I tried to make my homework for the rest of the week. Zodat ik je later meer zou kunnen spreken. + ik was nogal inspiratieloos.
1 decennium geledenIk ga proberen nog een Zayn POV of zo te schrijven.
Xxx, happy five months together, darling