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xHappyHoran | 16 maart 2013

We are friends for life, hold that deep inside. Let this be a drive to survive. And just stand high and tall. Make sure you give your all. And if you ever fall, know that I'm right here. We'll always be together, don't you worry. I'll always be by your side, don't you worry. The circle will never end, just know that we'll meet again. And we'll always be together, forever always. I am here. Find me in the sky. Destine with the moon and night. Your heartbeat is disguised as my lullaby. Be happy, and know I'm watching you travel far and wide. Waiting for us to meet again. We'll always be together, don't you worry. I'll always be by your side, don't you worry. The circle will never end, just know that we'll meet again. And we'll always be together, forever, always. I am here. If you need me, yeah, I'm in the wind, look for me friend, I'm in the stars. When you need me, the heaven will send, a message within, straight to your heart. We'll always be together, don't you worry. I'll always be by your side, don't you worry. Never worry 'bout a thing, no, no, no, no, no. The circle will never end, just know that we'll meet again. And we'll always be together, forever, always. I am here.



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  • xHappyHoran

    Message to: Hazzabear
    I miss you too! Very much! I'm fine and my sister finally told why she did an attempt on committing suicide. Myeah.. I hope you have fun beyond. Don't fall in love with somebody else, please ;) Haha, no, just kidding. I trust you. Bye, L xx

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  • xHappyHoran

    Message to: LP
    Hey bro! You probably expect a message from Niall but, sorry, I have to disappoint you, it's Zayn. We went with Niall to Nando's today. First he didn't want to take anything, but after some commentary he decided to take a salad sandwich by a shop across. I mean, whyyy? I could understand it he has no sense to eat but, not why he should go for something healthy, I mean, that's not Niall. BUT! I found out why. Have a look at these pics. I made some pictures of his desk when he went to the toilet, mhehe. Click, click, click, click and click a last time. Because it lies so open on the desk I thought it wouldn't be a secret so I thought you would love it if I'd share this information with you, haha. Niall goes healthyyyyy. Sorry for the bad quality though. You probably can't read it that well, so, but the point is, he's gonna do a 30 days challenge. He downloaded some apps for sit ups and push ups or something and created some daily training. Also he made a summary of what to eat and what not. I have to say I laughed out loud when I read 'a lot of proteïnes and iron for a bigger chance to create muscles (:', hahaha. Hold on tight, Niall's gonna cook a healthy meal with a lot of proteïnes for you when you're back, haha. He also bought a book to learn how to control anger. So because I was curious for all these changes I asked him a few seconds ago why he wanted to improve suddenly. Probably he doesn't expect me to inform you too but too bad for him, I'm gonna tell you though. :P He said he didn't want to bother you all the time with his issue. Because everytime something negative happens he gets influenced and he doesn't want that any longer. So he saw it as a challenge. He wanted to recover from his problems before you're back. Of course he knows that's almost impossible, but he wants to be far done when you come back. As a bit of a surprise. As a, look how much you mean to me, this is what I'd do for you, or something. But he didn't know how to start. Then he read in a magazine about the 30 days challenge. Research has shown that you can unlearn or pick up a habit in 21 to 30 days. In that time you keep repeating activities you'd like to do for the rest of your life, and then after the thirty days, you ll automaticly do it. He saw it as a chance to improve his whole life. He said he didn't want to be the lazy and weak boyfriend any longer. So he decided to learn himself the habit to do exercises every day. He said he felt ashamed when training with you. 'Cause everytime you had already 60 push ups, he had nearly 20. Or when running on the treadmill, you ran with a high speed and he ran with less than the half of you. He said he doesn't want that any longer. He wants to be able to train with you. He wants to be able to protect you like any other boyfriend would. He told me, that he once told you that he felt quite hurted when you wanted to sleep near me instead of him and that you answered you liked to lie in my stong arms. (whut??) And that gave him also a reason to create more muscles. So and now he's taking the chance. And also because the doctors told him to eat more healthy and stuff. So he goes on a "diet" now and starts the day with only a croissant and orange juice and when he's hungry halfway the day he just eats something like tomatoes, cumcumber or carrots which contains almost none calories. And qua drinking, he'll only drink water or tea. It's not that he feels fat or something, it's pure because he wants to live more healthy. Then to lose his "desire", he actually thought deep why he was doing it. Why he started it. Just what's the biggest reason. And he found out that it might come because sometimes he's quite insecure. 'Cause you know he can take the hate quite bad and stuff. So he thought that if he losed all his insecurities, that would be a big improvement as regards that voices. So now every morning he's gonna stand in front of the mirror and say how good and beautiful he actually is. He read that if you do that every morning, that has a positive influence on the day ánd that after a while you'll believe it yourself. To unlearn an addiction you need to get addicted to something else first, so he thought it was a good idea to, everytime he has the feeling for cutting, beat his frustrations away against the boxball. It's the perfect way to lose the tension in his body and it's quite healthy too. He doesn't have to hurt anyone for it nor himself. And to get his head sober he wants to make a crossword puzzle and sudoko every day and meditate a bit. He doesn't really believe in it, but he wants to give it a try, haha. So myeah, his goals are to swim 20 rounds, run 2 miles, and do his daily exercises every day. And for a good impression on you, he's gonna clean the house in his spare time. And he wants to improve his cooking, haha. And finally because he likes to write songs, hes gonna ask Josh for some drum lessons and Louis to learn some piano chords. And secretly this all is for a bit distraction this week, haha. So these are his plans and it's exactly what he told me. I have to say...you have quite a sweet boyfriend, haha! Welcome to the new Niall. I guess I have to get used to this. I'm curious if this all is gonna work... Wow, long text, haha! Laterz, Zayn.

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  • xHappyHoran

    Message in reply to: My sweetheart
    You are always sweet! Sweeter like sweetcorn! You are my sweetest sweety! Too much sweet over here. :P Oh yay, have fun. And see, I told you birds are mean! :( They attack you on the most unexpected and awkward moments! Hey hey, what did a vulcano say to the other? I lava you! (: Babe, I miss you. :( And I love you. I miss the sound of your voice, I miss your tender touches, I miss the labyrinth in your eyes, I miss the heat of your body, I miss your soft lips, and everything that has to do with you. But most of all I miss your approximate love. I could really use one of your hugs right now. I wish I could come over but then I destroy your complete plan. Instead of reaching the goal I'll put the result in reverse. To wit, then Niam will be so obviously. Not that I care. From me the whole world may know about our affair. I just love you and that's everything that matters. I hope you have fun and... Myeah, thanks for the tip. Then I know that for the other nights. Y'know, it was really cold in bed this night. Hmm. I love you. (H)

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  • xHappyHoran

    Message in reply to: My sweetheart
    Too bad your second message woke me then. XD No worries, I went early to bed today because I don't have anything better to do now without you. Gosh, I used my pillow as... you in my sleep. XD The boys are fine. Like also. Zayn is snoring really loud near me. But I'm going back to sleep, 'cause yes, I want to be fit when you're back. I love youuuuu. And oh my god, what are you cute when you miss me. :$ Well, I miss you back, haha. Sleep tight, my love! Xx.

    (Ik kom niet in slaap.. :( x)

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  • xHappyHoran

    Hé, hallo, je bent online! XD x

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