Felicita
Felicita
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Roman-Catholic - Feminist - Friend - Hipster - Dreamer - Gymnast - Book Lover - Singer - All or Nothing
She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing
You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.
Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...
She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing
Dear you,
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.
I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.
I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.
I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.
I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.
You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.
Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...
Invest in people who invest in you
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I love you okay.
1 decennium geledenJust don't forget that.
Don't forget me.
Don't let me fade away.
'cause I won't let you.^^
I'm sorry for not sending you a message for a pretty long time.
1 decennium geledenThat doesn't mean I don't love you though.
'Cause I do love you.
And I do care.
I got home from my niece, and I received an email from my dad. It was an email for my mom, but he also sent it to my brother and me. My mom had sent him a text yesterday, after my brother had called him, and he said No to coming over. She literally said: 'Wat ben jij een vreselijke egoistische klootzak.' So she was totally right, and I almost called him to say much more terrible things to him, but I didn't. In this email he sent he tried to bring my mom down, blames everything on her, and he thinks he is the one who does everything right. If I saw him now, I would have a real fight with him. I want to slap him in his face so HARD and yell all terrible words to him. It was his fucking birthday yesterday and we weren't allowed to come. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. I'm glad for him he won't see me today. I would lose my temper, definitely.
1 decennium geledenI'm sorry for this complaining and confusing story. I just needed to write it off me.
I love you and I'm already missing you, although I'm still here....
I hope that doctor's assistant will be able to do something about it, because it sounds very annoying!
1 decennium geledenI have no idea if I have wifi. My mom said you have to pay for it there, and if it's not too much, I may do it, but I don't know yet. So let's think in the first place I won't have wifi. We're coming back on wednesday 7 August, the day after I immediately have to work, but not the entire day I hope.
I'm going to miss you so much. I have no idea how to survive these two weeks without anyone to talk to... I hope you won't miss me too much.
Sweetheart,
1 decennium geledenI didn't really sleep well. I woke at 5 too.. Ugh.
Now I have to pack, because we're going to France tomorrow.
This afternoon we're going to my niece, it's her birthday. Don't really want to.
But I keep smiling and everything goes on!
I'm proud of you for waking up that early to swim, good job
I love you!