Felicita
Felicita
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Maelee
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Roman-Catholic - Feminist - Friend - Hipster - Dreamer - Gymnast - Book Lover - Singer - All or Nothing
She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing
You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.
Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...
She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing
Dear you,
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.
I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.
I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.
I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.
I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.
You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.
Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...
Invest in people who invest in you
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You are special baby, to me. ^^
1 decennium geledenI looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Yeah I've got the same. I feel so...helpless right now. I want to help but I can't. ;s
you are too sweet, I don't deserve you. thank you, I love you
1 decennium geledenAw thank you so much sweetheart! You're actually the first one who has ever said that to me. Gosh, I love you so much. <3
1 decennium geledenI don't know. I don't know what is wrong. I have been feeling like absolute shit lately. I have been wanting to cry all day, but every time tears start to come up in my eyes I tell myself a thousand times that I can't cry. I will not be seen with red eyes or crying. It can't. I have been sitting and lying on my bed all day. I still didn't do any homework and I'm terribly hoping I am sick or dead tomorrow. I don't want to go to school. I fuck up. All I do is fuck up. I lie to every single person and it's getting so hard. I can't take it anymore. I hope there will be someone who kills me, something that kills me. I hope a terrible accidents is going to happen. I can't stop thinking that. I would be so much easier if it just happened and I disappeared. I can't be happy anymore and the pretending kills me. I look like shit. I feel like shit. And the worst part is that nobody fucking cares. The best solution, dying. If there were just somebody or something that did that for me. I can't do it myself. I am so sorry for saying all this. But please, don't put energy in me. I am not worth it and I mean it. I am so sorry. I bring your mood down and I don't want that.
1 decennium geledenNoooo I love that picture! You look so happy, it makes me smile every time I see it! c: Aw that's so sweet of your friends!(: The girl with the purple sweater, Anouk, she was like 'oh God you NEED to meet her srsly this is like the best chance you'll get let's go find her!' And the other two girls, Kim and Lina, they were like okay let's go. And when I saw you I was like, oh my God is this really happening? I was literally shaking hahaha. We were with other guys (Huib, Luc and Raymon) they are such a cuties and Raymon was like 'woah, have you seen a ghost or something?' I was laughing so hard. Best night of my life. Damn. Won't forget this. ^^
1 decennium geledenI love you so much. You just look exactly like your whapp pic and your voice is so amazing! You're amazing and beautiful and awesome. The word awesome is just awesome alright. I love you. <3