Felicita
Felicita
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Roman-Catholic - Feminist - Friend - Hipster - Dreamer - Gymnast - Book Lover - Singer - All or Nothing
She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing
You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.
Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...
She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing
Dear you,
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.
I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.
I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.
I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.
I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.
You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.
Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...
Invest in people who invest in you
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I love you.
1 decennium geledenHello there,
1 decennium geledenI'm happy I can talk to you again.
My school schedule is crap. Like really crap. Three times a week from 8.30-16.25. I'm not sure how to handle that. And, the teachers I was thinking about for choosing as 'mentor' -because we can choose ourselves in our 5th year- these two teachers are not my teachers anymore. I have no idea which other person I have to choose. I don't like the others. They can't talk seriously and won't believe anything I say. I was about to talk to one of them, like seriously. I was thinking about telling them what's going on, but I'm not so sure anymore. I don't trust any of the teachers I'll get....
I am really moody and irritated today. Got called out of my bed this morning to work earlier. Didn't have breakfast -which wasn't a problem for me..- because I had no time. At work the guy was almost screaming at me because I didn't do things right in his eyes. It was so frustrating and I was about to cry. Still tried to ignore it though. My boss wasn't there...
Everything in my body hurts. I am exhausted, and I had totally forgotten I had an appointment to play badminton this evening, but I still went. It was crap. I almost lost from this 12 year old boy, who still plays junior competition, while I have been playing senior competition for three years now.... So it wasn't that good.
Just hoping tomorrow will be better.
I love you, so so so much!
X
I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL READING WHAT END YOU GAVE TO IT
1 decennium geledenIT'S AN HAPPY ENDING RIGHT
OMG THAT MEANS UR GOING TO CONTINUE WITH UR NIAM RIGHT
I CANT WAIT
ITS CUTE
AND COOL
AND AMAZING
LIKE YOU
I LOVE YOU
WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO PUT IT ALL ONLINE?
1 decennium geledenNOT ALL IN ONCE RIGHT?
JUST ONE A DAY?
OR TWO?
BC I DON'T WANT IT TO BE OVER YET
AND I ALREADY LOVE THE 16+
YOU CAN WRITE IT
BC U R 15
U R ALMOST OLD ENOUGH
LIKE ME
YEY
I LOVE CAPSLOCK
LIKE I LOVE YOU
SO I LOVE YOU
I DO
YOU'RE NOT AWFUL I LOVE YOUUUU.
1 decennium geledenOMG DID YOU END 'NARRY'
TELL ME YOU DIDN'T
I LOVE THAT STORY
YOU'RE MAKING A JOKE
YOU DIDN'T END IT
THAT'S JUST NOT POSSIBLE
NAH I LOVE YOU ANYWAY YAAAAAAY