Record abos: 334





I am trying hard not to kiss you.
I am even trying harder not to be with you.
I keep on covering my heart with lies
Smothering it, I don't know why
I need to tell you that I'm attracted to the same sex
Will you think of me any less?

Even if it is to myself






Sometimes I cut myself
Just to feel the pain
Then I hide my scars
Because of all the shame
The pain is awful
I do it just to feel
Sometimes I have to make sure
Everything's still real


"I need you here or bad things will happen"





One Direction bestaat
Soms 16+
hetero seks, homo seks,
Zelfverminking,..

Abo record: 334 (maar ik was een jaar gestopt dus)
Kudo record: 62
Top record: 1e plaats

Hoofdstukken

Titel Nieuwste eerst Woorden Gelezen Aangepast
01 - Snowflakes are just innocent 885 4419 1 decennium geleden
02 - Where is his smile? 469 3318 1 decennium geleden
03 - A big step 652 3291 1 decennium geleden
04 - I'm a freak 600 3056 1 decennium geleden
05 - Long days, long nights 614 2996 1 decennium geleden
06 - It this pretend? 737 3065 1 decennium geleden
07 - Dressing room secrets 1088 3146 1 decennium geleden
08 - Louis knows 494 2717 1 decennium geleden
09 - If you know a secret, keep it a secret 892 3028 1 decennium geleden
10 - Cutting yourself, is not a solution. never. 521 3529 1 decennium geleden
11 - Promise me. 609 4309 1 decennium geleden
12 - Total eclipse of the heart. 555 3158 1 decennium geleden
13 - Don't try to change me. 657 3035 1 decennium geleden
14 - I was scared for my feelings...for you. 479 3402 1 decennium geleden
15 - This is not possible. 523 2858 1 decennium geleden
16 - He needs some time. 527 3149 1 decennium geleden
17 - You should be proud of yourself. 503 2857 1 decennium geleden
18 - We can't be together. 677 3208 1 decennium geleden
19 - The colour of blood. 486 2922 1 decennium geleden
20 - All the waiting. 683 3302 1 decennium geleden
21 - You make me better. 662 3006 1 decennium geleden
22 - Oh my god. 431 3334 1 decennium geleden
23 - As long as you're happy. 715 3145 1 decennium geleden
24 - Surprise. 539 2737 1 decennium geleden
25 - Kiss me like you wanna be loved. 597 3958 1 decennium geleden
26 - When I look at you. 600 2573 1 decennium geleden
27 - Turn me on. 568 3032 1 decennium geleden
28 - Lust and Love [16+] 801 3516 1 decennium geleden
29 - I couldn't love her more than this. 521 2531 1 decennium geleden
30 - Busted. 652 3254 1 decennium geleden
31 - A Thousand Questions. 504 2561 1 decennium geleden
32 - Jealousy isn't a good thing. 766 2967 1 decennium geleden
33 - Talk it out. 748 2601 1 decennium geleden
34 - From 13 to a naked woman.. 770 3035 1 decennium geleden
35 - No privacy at all. 514 2560 1 decennium geleden
36 - Cockmagnet. 632 2790 1 decennium geleden
37 - Irresistable.[16+] 452 2873 1 decennium geleden
38 - Satisfaction.[16+] 556 2983 1 decennium geleden
39 - €140 443 2795 1 decennium geleden
Problemoooo 70 2637 1 decennium geleden
40 - Mr. Lonely. 455 2751 1 decennium geleden
41 - Niallicious secret. 438 2425 1 decennium geleden
42 - Planning a disaster. 597 2291 1 decennium geleden
43 - Gotta be you. 644 2320 1 decennium geleden
44 - Fuck, we're trapped. 458 2319 1 decennium geleden
45 - Just get naked already. 526 2533 1 decennium geleden
46 - Nothing's fine, I'm torn. 385 2371 1 decennium geleden
47 - I'm not rihanna, I don't love the way you lie. 910 2745 1 decennium geleden
48 - Love taught me to die. 632 2895 1 decennium geleden
49 - I die if I don't cut. . 394 3099 1 decennium geleden
50 - He has a knife! 512 2566 1 decennium geleden
51 - Begin again. 445 2421 1 decennium geleden
52 - Cry me a river. 579 2469 1 decennium geleden
53 - We're never ever getting back together. 618 2947 1 decennium geleden
You cut me open and I keep bleeding love. 105 3255 1 decennium geleden
54 - Same mistakes. 746 2676 1 decennium geleden
55 - Give your heart a break. 537 2354 1 decennium geleden
56 - One more night. [16+] 849 2564 1 decennium geleden
57 - My heart won't go on. 589 2551 1 decennium geleden
58 - Hope. 549 2249 1 decennium geleden
59 - Who's that boy? 662 2805 1 decennium geleden
60 - Save you tonight. 458 2615 1 decennium geleden
61 - First last kiss. 636 2786 1 decennium geleden
62 - This song is about you. 791 2641 1 decennium geleden
63 - Rock Me. 599 2537 1 decennium geleden
64 - C'mon C'mon [16+] 672 2974 1 decennium geleden
65 - Troublemaker. 642 2315 1 decennium geleden
66 - Jar of hearts. 625 2191 1 decennium geleden
67 - Heart Attack. 570 2912 1 decennium geleden
68 - Back for you. 561 2646 1 decennium geleden
69 - Take me home. 719 4431 1 decennium geleden
70 - Die in your arms 626 2153 1 decennium geleden
71 - You're dirty, Styles. 770 2709 1 decennium geleden
72 - That's what it's made for. [16+] 1169 2626 1 decennium geleden
73 - Without you. 592 2524 1 decennium geleden
74 - Over again. 599 2558 1 decennium geleden
Just askin 65 3270 1 decennium geleden
75 - Trouble. 558 2965 1 decennium geleden
I'm a man slut - Larry / Niam / Ziall. 67 1996 1 decennium geleden
76 - Going nowhere. 496 2143 1 decennium geleden
77 - With ur love. 547 2548 1 decennium geleden
78 - Give me love. 443 2740 1 decennium geleden
79 - This is love. 538 2336 1 decennium geleden
80 - Beautiful people like you. 572 1926 1 decennium geleden
81 - Stop, you're hurting me! [16+] 825 2534 1 decennium geleden
Q&A 65 2087 1 decennium geleden
82 - I love everything about you. 697 2435 1 decennium geleden
83 - Goodbye my lover. 636 2830 1 decennium geleden
84 - Summertime sadness. 485 2062 1 decennium geleden
85 - Broken hearted boy. 543 1725 1 decennium geleden
86 - So we can start it all over again. 549 2659 1 decennium geleden
87 - Nightmare. 510 2168 1 decennium geleden
88 - Hush little baby, don't you cry. 616 2495 1 decennium geleden
89 - Want you back. 597 2853 1 decennium geleden
90 - Locked out of heaven. 540 2677 1 decennium geleden
91 - I just need you. 639 2442 1 decennium geleden
92 - I'll stay, no matter what. 639 2179 1 decennium geleden
93 - Baby, I'm just a fool yeah. 873 2461 1 decennium geleden
94 - Why does it feels so good but hurts so bad? [16+] 588 2333 1 decennium geleden
95 - Paralysed 827 2905 1 decennium geleden
96 - You got the love. 641 1922 1 decennium geleden
97 - Smile. 837 1910 1 decennium geleden
98 - Welcome home. 531 1937 1 decennium geleden
99 - Turn your face. 717 2086 1 decennium geleden
100 - Holy Fuck [16+] 776 2379 1 decennium geleden
101 - Pretend it's okay. 544 2248 1 decennium geleden
102 - Let's talk about sex, baby. 698 3121 1 decennium geleden
103 ~ Addicted to you. 440 2022 1 decennium geleden
104 - Jealousy is a good thing. 452 2246 1 decennium geleden
HI GUYS 60 1866 1 decennium geleden
105 - Hope. 329 1739 1 decennium geleden
106 ~ She knows about us. 680 1484 1 decennium geleden
107 ~ All the things she said. 545 1268 1 decennium geleden
108 ~ Try Hard. 620 949 1 decennium geleden
109 ~ They just don't know you. 545 898 1 decennium geleden
110 ~ Don't forget where you belong 634 1008 1 decennium geleden
111 ~ How long will I love you? 616 1021 1 decennium geleden
112 ~ Everything has changed 631 957 1 decennium geleden
113 ~ Turn to you. 477 823 1 decennium geleden
114 ~ Deathly silence 715 792 1 decennium geleden
115 ~ Where do broken hearts go. 550 532 9 jaar geleden
116 ~ All I wanted was you. 763 532 9 jaar geleden
117 ~ Everything will be okay in the end. 920 541 9 jaar geleden
118 ~ Because of you. 671 718 9 jaar geleden
119 ~ Set me on fire. 811 566 9 jaar geleden
120 ~ Forgiveness 859 768 9 jaar geleden
Dankwoord. 180 672 9 jaar geleden

Reageer (36)

  • Borderlines

    OMGGG jou verhaal is verslaafend en gewoon AMAZAYN!! GA VERDER PLZ!!!!!!!!(flower)

    1 decennium geleden
  • 1DGEAK

    OMG!! Ik keek in mijn inbox, en zag dat je een nieuw hoofdstuk had, ik dus, meteen het hoofdstuk lezen, en toen pas realizeerde ik me dat jij dit super mooie, verslaafende verhaal hebt geschreven!! En thnx voor je reactie in my gastenboek.

    xx me!!

    1 decennium geleden
  • NotAHumanBeing

    Ga please verder

    1 decennium geleden
  • Ganbarimasu

    Je nieuwe plaatje is echt superschattig! <3

    1 decennium geleden
  • TrueNialler

    WAARSCHUWING! DIT VERHAAL IS ZO GOED DAT JE ER IN EEN KEER VERSLAAFT AAN WORD, DUS TWIJFEL NIET EN NEEM DIRECT EEN ABO!
    Als kinderen onder de 6 dit verhaal lezen is het verstandig er een volwassene bij te hebben.

    1 decennium geleden

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