Something Like Suicide.... I Don't Understand - Uitkomsten
Something Like Suicide.... I Don't Understand
someone just tried to commit suicide on the railroad over here o.o
she also tried it yesterday (sunday may 31st), but it was still light outside, so people warned the police and she made a run for it when she heard they were calling the police o.o
this time however, it was already dark out and she chained her legs to the railways...
she did get hit by the train, but she only was wounded because the train goes really slow here (the station closest to her was less than 100m away from her).
it gave me and my neighbors quite the shock, but I think the people that were in the train, which were about 8 including the staff (as it was the last train of today), were the most shocked...
so that's my reason for this poem/story/whatever you wanna call it
Mogelijke uitkomsten
please do not attempt to do it coz it doesn't help at all... (12 x uitgekomen)
Feeling worthless.
Feeling like a piece of shit.
Feeling like you want to die.
But don't we all feel like that sometimes?
Making mistakes.
Hurting others.
Moreover hurting yourself.
And then you're losing your face.
Trying to be better.
Trying to be someone else.
They can't understand.
Believe me, they don't want to understand.
You are who you are.
There's no way you can change that.
We're just humans after all.
We're bound to make mistakes.
Suicide is painless they say.
Well maybe for you.
But take a look around you.
What about the people who care?
You're just running away.
Are you unable to ammend for your mistakes?
Or to face the ones who've hurt you?
Are you that afraid?
So now you can be gone.
But suicide is no way out.
You'll always get to face that fact one day.
Whether it's now or when you're gone.
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awww ik zit hier echt helemaal te huilen!!!
1 decennium geledenyou know why?
But don't we all feel like that sometimes?
ik heb zo vaak mijn gezicht verloren dat een Japanner al veel eerder harakiri had gepleegt...
en ik heb er ook wel aan gedacht
één keer stond ik op het punt om het te doen...
maar ik denk niet dat ik het had gekunt...
voor zulke dingen betaal je een te hoge prijs...
ik zou het mijn moeder niet aan kunnen doen om nog een kind te verliezen na mijn broertje...
okaay srry voor die emo-reactie hy is best clisé