Fear, controlling my mind
Fear, controlling my mind
When I was depressed,
I was actually really scared
When I was depressed
I wanted to die,nothing I dared
I was scared to walk alone in a hallway
I was the earliest person at school, every day
I was the last person who left the school, every day
I feared the people, they gave me weird looks and call me names and blames
I used to abhor the future
I got some great idea's, but they were obscure
I used to hide in the toilets and everywhere I could
You would not find me on the streets
Hiding for people to beat
Fear was controlling my mind
How could I be so blind
Getting a job, going to a grocery store
paying rents, studying, I worried about everything
I went crazy and had to end this
I had to end myself, I also gave a lot of trouble
1 time I was so scared to go to school
I grabbed a knife and said I can't do this anymore
Mom was shocked, I never did something like that before
Since then I got help
One of my wishes came true,
More then 1, maybe 3 or 2
I went to a diffrent school and everything changed
I learned a lot and my worries faded away
I learned to live on a diffrent way
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