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xHungryHoran: TheHatedOne... TheHATEDOne?! Here's what, I don't hate you! If you would be gone, I would care! Might sound as a lie to you 'cause we don't know each other that good, but I definitely would care! I would care if you'd die unhappy. You deserve THE BEST! You deserve happiness, faith, healthiness, luck, true love, anything you'd like! I don't want you to be gone before you got what you deserve! What everyone deserves (Except some haters maybe)! I would cry! Not only for you but for everyone whom lost you, everyone who'd feel guilty then! And I'd cry because life is unfair. Because I'm happy, I have luck, I have not much to fear. Maybe I deserve that, maybe I don't. But I don't think it's fair that I have this and you don't. If I could, I'd give you some of my luck. 'cause I don't want all of this things that are supposed to make me happy if... others don't have it. I want you to feel the luck like I do. I want you to be able to smile sincere like I can. I want you to laugh about the silly things as I would. I want you to see the bright side of life. I want you to be standing in my shoes. Because you deserve that, perhaps more than me. Listen, you do have friends. 'Cause I will be your friend. I want to be your friend. you're not alone. You can talk with me anytime, I'll be there for you. That bulliers, are just stupid. They're just jealous they're just insecure themselves. They're afraid. They aren't perfect, so they're seeking a victim which they can knock down to feel better themselves. They're just selfish and arrogant. I don't know if it's you on that pic, but if it is, then I see a really beautiful girl over there. And you know what? That girl would be even prettier with a sincere smile on her face. I know it's hard, but... Hurting yourself is not the solution. What do you reach with it? Scars all over your body, is that what you want? To get your enemies what they want; "sensation"? Please, don't kill yourself anyway. You're not here for no reason. I don't believe in that. If I'd know you in person, I would go to that stupid haters and I'd tell them what a good person you acutually are. I'd tell them what I think of them. I wouldn't care if they'd throw dirty words at me, if they'd kick me, if they'd try to break me, if they'd be angry. I don't give a shit. I just want you to be happy. If you're really sick of life, and you want to give up, let me first give you the love that you deserve. I'd skip a school day if I could safe you with that. I'd travel far and wide for you, then take you with me and give you a home where you could be loved. I'd show you to my friends and I know they will accept you as you are. Please. Open your eyes, 'cause there definitely are persons who do love you or would love you. Again, I don't want you to die. I love you, because you're human.


Me:



Sometimes i feel like nothing. If i was gone tomorow. Would anybody cry? Would anybody care? Would anybody even notice? No they wont. But i keep holding on. Keep faking that smile and be the happy, perfect, crazy girl everyone thinks i am. The girl who has no friends. The girl who gets bullied. The girls who has made one little mistake that ruined her life. The girl who isnt who everybody think she is. The girl who's depressed. The girl who self harms. The girl who wants to die. But yea, thats just inside. On the outside i'm the perfect happy girl...




One day i'll kill myself. Not today. Not tomorow. But i will. One day.


I know i'm alive but i feel like i've died..


This is me:


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Dont trust no bitch, it brings tears...

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  • xonething

    Zouw ik Cher Lloyd in mijn verhaal laten voorkomen? :)
    Xx

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  • xonething

    Verras me ;)

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  • xonething

    Hmm, kga nu ff van mn vakantie genieten en met mn Ipad voor de tv zitten ; )
    Srry babe, ik schrijf morgen weer (H)
    Xx

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  • HellsxAngel

    is niets
    zolang jij je maar goed voelt :D
    love ya (H)

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  • HellsxAngel

    maar meisje toch !!!!
    ik weet niet wat die jongen gedaan heeft
    maar hij is het niet waar, verspil je tranen niet aan hem maar gebruik ze als je extreem blij bent
    en dat je gefrustreerd bent begrijp ik, maar werk het uit op iets anders dan jezelf, dat heb ik ook moeten leren en het is moeilijk maar als je jezelf snijdt dan krijg je littekens, en dan zul je die momenten nooit kunnen loslaten, schrijf als je gefrustreerd bent of doe een andere hobby waar je al dan niet goed in bent,
    maar nu maak je het alleen moeilijker voor jezelf
    en zoals ik al zei, een jongen in het niet waard, er zullen nog veel jongens in je leven komen voor je uiteindelijk die ene vind die het voor altijd word, er zullen nog veel mensen je pijn doen en proberen je te breken, maar blijf sterk en gedraag je zoals je altijd doet want sterke muren schudden, maar zullen niet instorten
    en ik weet dat jij sterk bent!
    maar alsjeblieft stop met je te snijden

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