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Roman-Catholic - Feminist - Friend - Hipster - Dreamer - Gymnast - Book Lover - Singer - All or Nothing

She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing




Dear you,

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.

I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.

I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.





You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.

Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...


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  • Niallerslove

    Difficult a bit, we'll be fine though. Or maybe we won't. U can only get stronger from that huh? ^^
    &1000 words is amazing!
    700-800 takes me about 15 minutes. 1000 about, half an hour, 20 minutes I guess.
    Depends on the amount of inspiration and the feeling to write. (;
    &Idk I love to cry. I know this sounds strange but after I cry I feel empty and I like that feeling.
    How about just a bit of fighting, nothing more and less, perfect for both of you(:

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    Laura is Luna, yes. The fight is complicated. Many people are hurted and want to say what they want or protect me so that's a good thing. But it's hard talking to someone who won't listen y'know..
    The whole day? How many words do you have then?
    That must suck really.
    I'm spending most of my time at 'huttenbouw' and at my aunt's place, or crying in my room or writing stories. So don't really have time to get 'hurt' or 'think', only at the third part. That's mostly at night though.
    Have fun with your bro^^

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  • Niallerslove

    Mostly 15 minutes, when I have inspiration. But sometimes it takes for over 1 or 2 hours..
    Uhm well, Laura and I, some friends of her, and mine (Wilward, Lostmind) and I bet others have seen and followed the 'fight'

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  • Niallerslove

    That's what my inspiration came from actually, haha.
    Our convo's.
    Hope you don't mind?
    And no, everything is not okay. It's even worse. A whole Quizlet war.

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  • Niallerslove

    It is normal for me though.
    &Just an old issue that came back, but we cannot talk about it very good so yeah. Massive fight.

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