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Felicita

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Roman-Catholic - Feminist - Friend - Hipster - Dreamer - Gymnast - Book Lover - Singer - All or Nothing

She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing




Dear you,

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.

I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.

I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.





You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.

Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...


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  • clearbluewater

    Hello love, I changed my name from AllTooWell to Perpetua. Just thought I should tell you.
    How are you? If I can help you with something, please tell me. I'd love to help you.
    I miss you. Love and kisses.

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    You are so close
    Yet so far
    You are there for me
    Every single time

    The perfect words
    Say exactly
    What I need
    To hear

    You have been
    Great for me
    I can be honest
    You don't mind

    I hope you can
    Be yourself too
    When you talk to me
    Get into honesty

    If you ever feel sad
    Even for the strangest reason
    Know I want to listen
    Don't be afraid

    I just hope
    The frown will change
    Into the beautiful smile
    That suits you the best

    Love, xx

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    Please, don't say you are sorry.
    Have a good night my love.

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    I am so sorry your holiday isn't what you expected. I know the feeling, exactly. I had the same. I started reading my mother's books. Maybe you can do it too?
    I wanted to cry reading your message, but since I am downstairs on the couch, that's not happening. You shouldn't feel that way. I really hope you are wanting, or I don't know what the exact words is, to try to get off that mask of yours.
    I hope you know I will accept you as you are. I will never laugh at what you say. I want to know what's on your mind and I really don't care what it is. I just want to be there for you. It is probably not what you want, because I feel like I love you and every other person who's there for me on internet. But somehow it's not enough. I want the people in real life here to be there for me and accept me. I feel like you have the same thing. If that's not the case, please tell me. I don't want to be there person who seems so know everything. I hate that. So if I am totally wrong, please tell me.
    I don't want you to say to me you are a bitch. Know you can tell me anything, anytime. You are not horrible. Definitely not. You are an honest, sweet and amazing person. You are too good for other people. Think about yourself. You matter too.
    It's not important how I am feeling. It's about you now.
    I love you, with all my heart.

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    Hello love, I hope you are having a good time in France.
    I heard the song Yesterday on the radio at work yesterday, thought of you immediately.
    I love you <3

    1 decennium geleden

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