Felicita
Felicita
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Roman-Catholic - Feminist - Friend - Hipster - Dreamer - Gymnast - Book Lover - Singer - All or Nothing
She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing
You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.
Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...
She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing
Dear you,
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.
I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.
I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.
I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.
I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.
I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.
You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.
Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...
Invest in people who invest in you
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My mom just left, my sisters ain't going away..
1 decennium geledenNah I'll survive.
I think I might have got over 200 abo's on stories right now..
Not all of them are still going on but okay.
I'll be sitting here, writing.(:
Little arguments suck..
1 decennium geledenJust try not to think about it that much okay?
Home alone is so lovely. <3
Tonight, my mom will go swimming with some friends so I'll be alone with my sisters..
I hope they will go away to be honest..
No, I was together with another girl. She was the one who needed to tell me things, but didn't let me talk.
1 decennium geledenI'm okay, thank you for asking. I'm home and alone now, so that's a lot better.
She knows exactly that I don't talk to anyone. I don't know if I'd accept it. It depends on who wants to help me and if that person would be serious and won't think I'm overreacting all the time. Like all these people think.
Last year we had some lessons of English over so the teacher decided to teach us the Cha Cha. It's really awesome. If I had more time, I'd take lessons. I'm jealous you are going to do it!
I love you sweetie!
Hey precious,
1 decennium geledenWhat are those friends doing? Are they being mean to you?
I hope you'll be fine, I can't stand it if you're sad, it makes me sad too..
Talk to me if you need me, okay?
I love you.
<3
& 'm fine at this moment. My sisters aren't at home so I'm pretty happy.
It's okay sweetie. Just tell me whatever you want to tell me.
1 decennium geledenI'm so proud of you! You're marks are very good!
I also have these people who make me feel like everything is my fault. I try to ignore it. Not really a success though..
Maybe you and your best friend need some time alone. When you're always together it could become too much.
I did have fun. Half of the time. I was thinking so much, and while there were so many people around me I still felt alone. I had to listen to stories of other people, but when I want to say something they don't even listen. And there's this girl, my ex-best friend, and she said to another girl that she sees everything from people. What they're going through, and how they feel. Well, if that's true, why the fuck doesn't she do anything? People don't care right? They say to others they see things, and I accidentally hear that, but they never try to talk to me. They never try to stop me. If I was dead now, they wouldn't even miss me. They'd have known what was going on, they say, but doing something about it? Nope. Why would they? It's just me, right? I'm not important enough.
Yesterday they even forgot I was coming on the same time they were going to a music concert of one of them. I called them, when I arrived and nobody was there, but nobody picked up. They after half an hour waiting, one of them called and asked: 'What do you want?' Like, hello, nice to talk to you too, you forgot me, maybe you can be a bit nicer to me?
And then, I didn't want to swim, but they all kept asking why. But they are really good at staring at you, and I was a bit angry. I just didn't feel like walking there in my swimsuit, and everyone judging. But they didn't care. Tonight we went swimming, that was better. Although it was a bit cold.
I'm sorry I'm complaining too... I love you so much darling <3