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Roman-Catholic - Feminist - Friend - Hipster - Dreamer - Gymnast - Book Lover - Singer - All or Nothing

She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing




Dear you,

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.

I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.

I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.





You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.

Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...


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  • Niallerslove

    Oh I don;t know that song.
    I listen to Q-Music every day, or else 538.
    But more Q-Music 'cause they play One Direction a looooooot.(:
    You can choose your friends, not your family, indeed.
    Sometimes I've got the feeling I'm fucking adopted and not even a part of my family.
    The only one who's being a bit nice to me if my mom, and my cousin.
    He's 26 or something, they say I look a lot like him.
    I think those bullies have been bullied themselves, and bully others to make sure they aren't the one who gets bullied.
    Well it's not that important actually, mostly things like; You better kill yourself. Nobody'll miss u. U're so ugly. U're fat. Nobody likes you. Here's a knife, cut yourself with it.
    Things like that.
    Cambridge English, we've got that too!
    That's where I've got my FCE certificate from!
    The exam which I passed with 77% aka a B fuckyeah.
    If you all want to stay together, you will, never stop believing. (;

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    Personally I think the Unknown stories are the best.
    Nobody pays attention to them and they are amazing, the writers just keep writing bc they like it, not because they are popular! (:
    & I guess this is not something to be fixed. I don't know, the more time I spend with my big sister, the more I'm going to get annoyed by her. Same with my little sister, and my biggest sister. I just wish I could run away y'know? But I can't do that to my mom.
    Maybe your best friend doesn't want to worry you? So she keeps it for herself? I'm just guessing something. (;
    I hope your friend trouble ends soon, bc u're way too amazing for that shit.
    I'm actually pretty excited for next year.
    The most of the bullies are going to do NT/NG and I'm going to do CM so I'll only be with people who do CM or EM, most of the time then.
    I hope so at least, it will be amazing, I hope. (;
    I love you okay, don't forget that.

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    Pfieuw I'm glad I've remembered it!
    I'm forgetting everything these days and I'm feeling so guilthy all the time, I'm glad I've got something right haha.(:
    I hope my stories are gonna be good, or people r gonna like it..
    Have you seen the top has changed?
    Personally I like it better this way.
    Even 'Unknown' stories can get into the top now.
    I think it's a great idea.(:
    I'm going to paint my sisters room, little sister.
    We're still not doing good and I'm having a fight with almost my whole family now, so things up here are very complicated.
    What about you?

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    Yeeeeey.(:
    Your bday was the, 21st right?
    Slap me if it's not right..
    I can't wait for your new story!(;

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    NO NO NO NO N O YOU ARE AWAY AT MY BIRTHDAAAAAY ):
    Have lots of fun anyway sweetie!(:
    Yeah I suddenly got this inspiration boost and thought, if I don't write it down immidiately I will forget it. And if I put it on my profile, I won't forget it. (;

    1 decennium geleden

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