pasfoto

Felicita

Laatst online: -

Maelee

Felicita is offline

Another universe

26

-

-

lijst


Roman-Catholic - Feminist - Friend - Hipster - Dreamer - Gymnast - Book Lover - Singer - All or Nothing

She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing




Dear you,

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.

I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.

I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.





You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.

Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...


Invest in people who invest in you

1 decennium geleden

1 jaar geleden

3 weken 6 dagen

8329 [24 uur]

0

1

1

7

0

98

65

18069

664

1475



8 Creaties van Felicita

Gastenboek (577)

  • clearbluewater

    I love you too :) You are sweet. I am sorry for always sending sad messages. I really am.

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    Felicita31 seconden geleden
    Please, Do? I don't like sad endings... They always make me cry...


    Aw I am sorry babe..

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    I just want to tell you that you are important to me, my little sexy-furby-narry-lover. <3

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    Hello, I'm sorry it's the same thing I wrote to Niallerslove, but it describes it and I don't want to type it all over again.
    I feel sick to my stomach, since yesterday evening, and I want to throw up but I can't. I want to cry, because all day long at school I've been smiling and today's been the biggest lie in weeks. I don't want to act like I am happy because I am not. It exhausts me. School terrifies me and tomorrow lessons will start. Last night I fell asleep around 12, but I woke up at 5 this morning because of all these dreams and I couldn't sleep anymore. I was, and am, so tired. Because of all this probably I also have this huge headache all day and I already took 2 'paracetamols.' I'm just done.
    Tell me, how are you? X

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    i am small
    like really really small
    but thats cute
    at least thats what you said
    so i guess small is cute
    another reason why we are cute
    yay

    1 decennium geleden

Meld je gratis aan om ook reacties te kunnen plaatsen