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Felicita

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Roman-Catholic - Feminist - Friend - Hipster - Dreamer - Gymnast - Book Lover - Singer - All or Nothing

She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing




Dear you,

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.

I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.

I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.





You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.

Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...


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  • clearbluewater

    Just haven't been good for a couple of days now and I just want to do all kinds of things to myself but I can't since I have a match every week now and I have got to shower there and they will see.. So it's really frustrating. But last night I lost it and I cut a few times, and now I am really worried for my match sunday..
    And today I heard I have got to talk to that woman my mentor was talking about last friday and it freaks me out. I'm really scared and I feel like I really can't do this.
    Now I have to go to badminton practise, and first teach the children for two hours, and then play myself. I don't want to, but last week I wasn't there for the first time in 10 years.. I can't let them be there without me. But I really don't want to act happy all evening..
    Fucking stupid life.
    I love you, please I beg you to keep the happy mood.

    1 decennium geleden
  • Peperoni

    I'm pretty fine, nothing to complain, but I only am tired. :')
    <3

    1 decennium geleden
  • Peperoni

    Tell me what's wrong, bebe?
    <3

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    That's great you've been happy! Keep it up!
    I will ruin your mood by telling how I am, so I won't. Don't worry.
    I love you, good luck with your homework! X

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    How are youu? X

    1 decennium geleden

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