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Felicita

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Roman-Catholic - Feminist - Friend - Hipster - Dreamer - Gymnast - Book Lover - Singer - All or Nothing

She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing




Dear you,

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.

I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.

I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.





You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.

Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...


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  • clearbluewater

    Hi lovely beautiful girl,
    I've missed you today and yesterday. I really thought of you a lot. I think I had fun though :)
    I was really happy to see I have so many guestbook messages on quizlet when I opened it. You're not spamming me;)
    I didn't know about that woman in Tiel, but it sounds awful. And indeed, those people don't know why she did that and what she felt, and unless they've felt that way themselves, they won't understand it either. (and I did think about it....)
    I really like the way how you said that in your message, it's so true.
    Did you already take a look at your marks? I know they're good enough sweetie, don't be afraid.
    Last year I also had a great year with my class. Just when it became nice after three years they had to separate us. Sometimes I miss it. I'm now in a louder class, because the Atheneum students are also in it, mixed with some of the Gymnasium students. We did ballroom dancing last year during English lessons and that was really awesome!
    I love you sweetie, I hope you're happy. THE SUN'S SHINING!

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    'm fine sweetie, yes.
    I'm just figuring things out, seeing things, and thinking. Lots of thinking.
    That's the part about the holiday I dislike, time to think..
    I'll add your number asap!
    How are you, love?

    1 decennium geleden
  • Niallerslove

    A strong girl, who will never stop trying until she lets it go. Who never gives up. But who can also break sometimes. Who isn't happy with yourself. A while ago she had a break down. I told her how I saw her. I said: 'To me you aren't perfect, 'cause no one is.' Later, she thanked me for saying that. And that is why I love her.


    'm smiling so much thank you. <3
    I'm sorry for not talking that much to you lately, I'm just struggeling with myself a lot. ):
    Do you have whatsapp?
    If so, would you mind to give me your number?
    Just say no if you don't want to.(:
    Lots of love.

    1 decennium geleden
  • Peperoni

    Goooood morning. Hahaha. ^^

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    OH MY FUCKING GOD YOU ARE BACK HOME. I HAVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH.
    Hi sweetie :)
    I'm so happy you had a good time. What did you do?
    I am fine, I think. I went to see my dad today. It was good to talk to him again, but he's still the asshole he was.
    He came up with the most insane ideas and he talked way too awful about my brother. I was trying to be calm, and I think I succeeded. He's just the most stupid, selfish man I've met. Seriously. UGH.
    But after that I went to my grandpa, because it was his birthday yesterday. I had fun there :)
    Yesterday I had a swimming party of a good friend. I didn't really feel comfortable in my bikini.. I was glad when we headed home.. I felt so stupid for thinking that the whole time.
    Tomorrow I have a sleepover with a lot of girl in one of the girls' garden. I could go there the whole weekend. I'm happy I'm only going tomorrow though! So I won't be on Q from tomorrow afternoon until monday evening. So don't miss me love :)
    I love youuuuuu!

    1 decennium geleden

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