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Felicita

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Roman-Catholic - Feminist - Friend - Hipster - Dreamer - Gymnast - Book Lover - Singer - All or Nothing

She was too quiet
or she was too loud
She took things too seriously
or not seriously at all
She was too sensitive
or too cold-hearted
She hated with every fibre of her being
or loved with every piece of her heart
There was no in-between for her, it was eiter all or nothing
She wanted everything but settled for nothing




Dear you,

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I see
reminds me of you.

I hate days like today,
when every single song I hear
somehow relates to you.

I hate days like today,
when every single person I meet
somehow looks like you.

I hate days like today,
when every single thing I do
makes me realise how much I miss you.





You don't ever really let go. though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life, so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts. You still miss her. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way she laughed, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of.

Makes sure you won't ever regret things you haven't done. You never know what might happen...


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  • clearbluewater

    I don't know. Of course, I'm still angry with him, but that wasn't new.
    I just want to cry all day. I'm exhausted. I don't want all this shit anymore.
    This afternoon I was home alone, and I felt like crying.
    I went to sit outside with a book to read. I couldn't concentrate on it though.
    So I went to take a shower... A veeeeeeeeeery long shower...
    I just don't know anymore. I feel empty. Nothing.
    I found that picture when I was looking through the old photobook. There were so many cute pictures of me. Me being happy, spontaneous pictures. Also so many pictures with my dad... It all seemed so happy. Wish I could go back in time and change it all.. Wanna stay that age.
    How are you sweetie?
    I love you!

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    Hello sweetie,
    I've been feeling quite bad. Yesterday was boring and the evening was horrible.
    I wanted to cry so badly, but I couldn't.
    How are you? I've missed you.

    1 decennium geleden
  • Peperoni

    Thank you, for everything. (:

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    Hello dear,
    How are you today?
    I thought that we maybe can talk through facebook, that's easier sometimes than this.
    That last message from yesterday I sent through my iPod. It took me three times before it finally sent. Internet crashed every time... :(
    I love you sweetie. I need you <3

    1 decennium geleden
  • clearbluewater

    Can i look you up on facebook tonorrow?
    Goodnight swretie!

    1 decennium geleden

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