I Can't.. [18-01-2011]

I..cant

You said to me be strong..things wont go wrong..
your promised me i would survive..that i would be stay alive..
that you would be there for me when i needed you..the things u said.. are true..for you..
but i cant accept this..its not so small like a little kiss.. i wish it was.. but its big.. just because i wanted that kick..
I cant hold my self strong.. because no one cares if the things went wrong.. 'Just Stay Strong..' but i hope things will go wrong.. because im not that strong.. you want things will be good for me.. but did you ever though about what i feel..? My scars cant be health..
Not till the day you will understand my pain.. i cant be happy.. i cant smile at you.. but i have to because i love you.. because u still believe in me.. you are my dairy..the person i need..
You understand me..because you're the only one who knows me.. the real me.. im sorry for saying things.. i dont mean.. but i think you know why i said that.. my cheeks are wet.. because i cant hold my tears back..
and no i didnt smoke crack
I Just Want My Self Back..
I Cant Live Like This..
I Cant Go one.. with my tears
All my pain..i cant take it..
And everytime my smile.. i just have to fake it..
and i hate it.. to be like this.. feeling so naked..
im nothing..nothing to be proud of..
nothing to share.. only my feelings..like someone care..
feeling alone.. but when im gone..
This all would be Done!
i cant.. promise to stay..
but i promise.. i'll go far away..
im already far away from you..but now im true.. but later gone for you too..
Love Me Hate Me Fuck Me.. but keep in your mind.. Thats not who i wanne be..
i cant be true for you because all ive been through..isnt much for you..
I have to go many times far for you..
I can survive because you want that.. because i love you.. you are my friend.. and more than that.. but forgive me..

I Cant.....

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