Biggest wish

Every time I close my eyes,
every time I see her picture,
every time I hear her name,
I know that seeing my little sister is my biggest wish.
But I know, that it’s something not reasonable.
She’s dead, gone.
Nothing to do about it.
But if I could have a wish,
I should wish her back.
I should wish that she’s standing next to me, forever.
Since she’s dead is that something that I really want.
She’s dead for about 6 years now and it still is my wish to have her back.