How can I feel them?

My life is a mess,
tears are behind my eyes.
I don't feel comfertable anymore,
in my own life.

How can I change it?
How can I feel comfertable again?
How can I feel alive again?
How can I make my whises come true?

Someone said once,
As long as you feel the sun on your skin, you're alive.
I don't think that counts for me,
'cause somehow I don't feel the sun.

I feel the heat,
I feel the air.
I feel the touch of your skin,
I feel the sun,
but also I don't feel them.

How can I really feel them again?
I need some answers.
It's just so complicated,
so difficult for me to answer.

I wanna folllow my dreams,
I wanna make my whises come true.
I just don't have the strenght for it,
that's all.

I don't know how to make me feel alive again,
I don't know what to do.
I have to recover,
and get the strenght again,
but how can I feel them?

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