Why didn't you say it??

In a haze i hear you say
You want to give up everything
I listen how your words
Slowly finish into sentences
They strike me like lightning
This chillness makes me crazy
And this feeling is frightening
But your words keep running
And i feel my tears burning
What's been so safe and so secure
Falls down like a house of cards
I'ts like someone else
Crawls into your heart
Sneaking in
To wipe me out
And destroy my life

Why didn't you tell me before
That you didn't knew you'll love me for sure
You don't know if you want me?
And you probably didn't knew my feelings for you

Just leave the past behind
And don't mind
The pain i will stay in
For the rest of my life

My heart is broken
And that's okay
We're probably better off this way


Now let me go
Back to my shadow
And be invisible for ever