So Sorry.

He may not love me the way I love him,
but I will always try to be there..



I always say it doesn’t hurt, it might seem like I don’t care..



We might not be ment for eachother,
but his name is already written in my heart.



When I first saw him, his beauty shocked me.
But when I got to know him, I realized he was pure art.



We are so alike, yet so different at the same time.
Thinking about him everyday, wishing I could speak to him anytime..



That smile of him, when I see it I feel so much good.
But today I said something I never thought I would say.
After this, I hope I am not misunderstood.



Lets ignore our feelings for eachother..
That’s what I said..
How could I? It is driving me mad.



I could die for him, yet I rather protect myself by saying such thing.
Makes sense.
Ohh all the pain I bring.. 


Always wished to be his.. Only his..
But what did I do?



Holding my hand on my chest, I am such a fool.



I know there is someone out there that he would love forever, with zero ups-and-downs..



And if he finds her, I promised to myself I wouldn’t be sad.
Because I am already dead.



No… because his happiness, is my happiness.



Deep down In my heart.. I know I am not the one.
Even tho I always wished to be that someone.



I
t doesn’t matter.



I was afraid, just like him, but I’m afraid…
for rejection, for pain.. For losing our friendship.. For being a disappointment to him after all…



But… if he’s not okay, I’ll help him
I’ll catch him when he falls.



Moral of the story,
I just want to support you no matter what.
Until your life is nothing but glory.

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