Hybristophilia

It all started with being interessted in psychopaths.

I wanted to know what’s in their head.
Trying to find the reason why they made so many bled to death.

How will you avoid terrible happenings like these?
How could a human being be responsible for such gruesome actions?

Were they suffering from some sort of disease?

That's what I wanted to learn, to studie. Studie the crazy..

But then something changed.. And I don't know how or why
But one thing is for sure, those pyscho's don't cry.

I wonder why I had to become one of them, the monster loving woman.

Something is wrong with me, people think I am sick and that’s not what I want to be.

I am sitting in my room, looking at their picture’s

I feel a rush, excitement , and a smile appears on my face.
Absolutely a huge disgrace..

I feel really bad.
I secretly adore this monsters, who are pretty sad.

Someone asked me, “What actually is a real man?”
The first name I thought of was the name of this killer.

But this man that is so insane,
became my biggest flame.

He took lives!

He’s a maniac! He does not deserve any kind of love..
I tell myself, but the feelings won’t go away.

He could never love you, instead, you would be his prey.
You will be slaughtered and he won’t gave a shit about you, nor your loved ones.

But then I look back at the photo’s and I forget all those bad things.
But so many emotions, it brings.

The more dangerous, the more attractive..
I can’t stop finding them so seductive..

They are in my mind, not realizing they made me extremely blind.

In fantasies, you think you can tame then, make them good guys
They love you and look at you with their snake eyes.

But will they still be thrilling?
Or is the really hot thing about them their attitude towards their killing?




Welcome, into the mind of a woman who needs help.

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