My last dance
My last dance
I never understood why he hated me that much.
Till I turned 12, I was the only one who´d stand up to his big mouth.
The pain every day.. always the same..
I wanna shout out loud!
Always lifed for my ´lil bro,
my mom was working and my dad with a filthy hoe.
The only thing he loves was his alchol, drinking out the bottle.
Then he left with his new chick to the motel.
I found out drugs, the only thing in life that supports me.
All that bad people were following me, like I was Queen bee.
A few months later, I left home.
Walked away, with nothing worthy in my bag.
Only sad memories that hurts like crack.
I will never ever miss you, and your stupid actions.
The only thing I think of are my aggressive reactions.
I will never ever let you back in my life.
So look for an other family, maybe you may beat up that wife!
I came back home, everyone was crying.
My mom huged me, she tought I was dying.
They told me I needed professional help.
But I was kicking around and said: I can do this on my own.
My mom discided to divorce.
My dad gets mad and said he don’t want to be alone.
We fled away, beacause we were scared,
My dad said: look out and be warned.
Grandma was there for us and gave us all her love.
We moved into her house,
we ran away like a cat hunts on a ‘lil Mouse.
He left us with a dept, 100k of blood money.
Still calling me and saying when do I see you again my Honey?
That day, we moved back to our own place.
My dad was there sitting by the neighbours with beer in his hand.
When mommy saw him, they started a fight.
I went crying and grandma hold me tight.
I will never ever miss you, and your stupid actions.
The only thing I think of are my aggressive reactions.
I will never ever let you back in my life.
So look for an other family, maybe you may beat up that wife!
Then there was a new man, I tought he was nice.
Untill he took off his pokerface, everyone saw his heart of ice.
I needed help, so they kicked me out of my home.
Nobody wants me, I felt so alone.
I moved from Group to Group.
Made my own dinner, and took care of myself.
Cried every night, because I missed my mommy & ‘lil bro.
The last time I saw them is weeks ago.
Finally I´m back with my family.
But things aren’t that easy, everyday there’s a fight.
‘cuz I’m always awake at night.
So, I can’t stand up in the morning.
That’s why I dont’t go to school, even if they give me a warning.
Now they are saying I have one more chance..
If I don’t pick that chance it would be my last dance.
It brings me to nowhere, but maybe that’s where I belong.
So I start writing this song, to keep strong.
I will never ever miss you, and your stupid actions.
The only thing I think of are my aggressive reactions.
I will never ever let you back in my life.
So look for an other family, maybe you may beat up that wife!
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