Selfless

As the tears started streaming along my cheeks
I wondered how I could always be
So nice to everyone and always trying my
Very best not to hurt any living being

Then I realized I do not say what I
Think scared to be judged or to
Hurt one other with my words
Keeping every feeling inside

Inside I feel my body boiling of
Anger and fear and powerlessness
Wanting to be everything good to
Other people but cruel to myself

When I have said anything not too
Positive to someone I immediately
Regret it and apologize when the
Pain and guilt I feel gets too much

I would rather keep it in and
Once a day paint my thin white
Skin red than to feel guilty about
Ruining someone’s mood and day

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