The Pain of Friendship

When my dad hits me in the face
It doesn't hurt, cuz i know he's drunk again and he doesn't ment to

When my mother says she doesn't love me, because i am ugly
It doesn't hurt, cuz i know there are enough people saying i am beautiful in my own way, they do love me

When my brother and me are in a fight again and he says i am a monster
It doesn't hurt, cuz we where in fight, he was mad and he doesn't really think that way

When the childs at school are laughing at me again
It doesn't hurt, cuz there are so many sweet people with shoulders to hide behind

When i put a nive in my hand
It doesn't hurt, even though i want it to, i want to feel more pain in my hand then in my heart

Because you, my best friend, saids that you exually never cared for me
And that does hurt, no, it hurts so much that i start to cry

Cry until dad gets home from the bar and hits me, i am too sad to resist
Blood comes out of my nose

Cry until mam gets angry again because i don't deserve this all, she started to scratch, i gave over, because she's right
My dress is ragged all over

Cry until i am in a fight with brother again and he pushes me into the mud i made by my own tears
I am dirty

Cry until people started to laugh at me again, but now there's nowhere to hide, nobody to help me, cuz you are the one who laughs at me
I am alone

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