About to do the most cruel thing of his life

I can see things, let me explain it that way. I can see numbers. Numbers of people. Sometimes, I don’t even know those people . I can see numbers appear above their heads.
No, wait a sec. They don’t just appear. They flew above people’s heads.
There’re there, they always are and they always will be. Until …
It may sounds very strange, but trust me, when it happens to you, it’s even more strange.
He did it to me. It’s all his fault. Thanks to him, I can see them. It’s very cruel, but what he has done to me, is more cruel than you ever could imagine.
The Ceaan, I mean. There are some more people in the world who can do the same thing. This, very special, gift is what we like to call the Ceaan. Knowing that there’re others, just like me, is one of few things that makes me a little more comfortable. So I’m a Ceaan. And let me tell you how it happened .

It was 22 October and I was on a holiday in New York. As I already told you, I was there whit my (ex-) best friend. After a long day, we decided to go back to our hotel. I saw immediately that there was something wrong with him. And so it was, but I just didn’t know it at that moment. I asked him : “Hey, is there something wrong ?” “Oh no, there isn’t. Don’t worry about it.” But I saw it in his eyes, so I asked him again. “Daniel, please just tell me ?”
“There’s nothing wrong, okay !” he answered back. From that very own moment, I knew there do was something wrong. I only discovered it the next day.